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Saturday, July 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:24 AM Down.Down.Down :(
What bad start of the month . My happy people have turned against themselves. What telah happened sayangs ? Hopefully, this isnt the end to any of our friendship . But if you still insist, well , its your choice. Nobody's loss right ? :/ I am relieved that Mama knew about my smoking habit since I confessed to her earlier. I dont wanna lie to her anymore. Its better to face the music than living in a life full of lies . At the same time , I want her to know that I am not spoilt nor perfect . I am just being me, living in curiosity . Hopefully, she understand my inner thoughts, everything . Of course, she's my Mum right? & she should . Everything went vv smoothly during the start of work yest but I dont get it why must some people ruin the mood for their satisfactory? When we quiet, you say arrogant. When we're being friendly , you say flirt. WTH is this ? Like I dont have anything to do at work is it ? What's the purpose of you putting your arms under his when he's just your co-worker ? Trying to make me jealous & still have the cheek to put your pathetic ignorant old face in front of my face ? Wakao . You're just too old for him . BTW , we are just friends & there's nothing for me to be jealous about . Syiok sendirik la nie old lady , sigh~ I feel bad towards him for avoiding whenever he went everwhere to look for me. Its like I can see him but he couldnt see me. Im sorry , friend. I dont wanna go any deeper cos it hurts, for sure. Plus, Im afraid. This clearly shows im not ready to go for the next step . May Allah show me the guidance towards everlasting happiness till my last breath cos I dont wanna play games w my heart. Had enough. July is becoming a disaster for me I think . My gadgets are adding probs . One by one trying to rub it in. Ish , geramnyer aku ! Plus, my ka-ching , tsk. Need to tie it tightly . Okay la . Today , I need to do some soul-searching. Its time to be happy again . Push the clouds away & lets bring out the sun . Nisa., |
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