Lifestory

Till the end.

2011-12-01T03:10:00.003+08:00

Gosh, I couldn't remember when was the last time I blogged in here? Surprisingly, I managed to remember the password to this blog when the fact that I've forgotten about it. ^^

oh wells. Im here.. after sucha long time. Annyeong :)

Hehs, a lot of things are going thru in my mind right now; Memories. This really shows how much I've grown up for the past years or months. I'll just summarize my status simply in this manner..

Relationship status: Single, nothing new.
Occupation: Retail assist. in Editors Market (7 months), working together w one of my Gfs , Meen.

Age: 20? :)

New interests: Kpop as ever -.- . interests w Chinese guys ttm. wuuuuuuu`

hmmmm.

Note: Like finally I've boarded an airplane and actually went to overseas which is ..... BANGKOK, Thailand! Damn I miss the environment there. Peaceful. The food there is just , DAEBAK. Awesome, friggin' awesome. What else? Pure AWESOMENESS.

2011-03-21T04:53:00.002+08:00

A rough sketch on my needs & wants :

Needs :
$30 (bbq)
$52.50( concession fare)
BBDC + renewal .
Handphone Bill .

Wants :
Hairdo
Wedges
Tops/ one-piece dress
Shorts
More jeans (Ripped )
Replica Handbags
Swimsuit
Digital Watch
Hat/ Cap
Glasses / Shades

Favours:
March + April babies (bdae presents)
Meen + Sheril ( treat )

Desperate:
New Job (Strikeout)
Lose weight
Abs ! *

*New job : CHECKED!*
;D

20th

2011-02-03T02:16:00.003+08:00

What I want for my 20th birthday , my last request for a fancy birthday :)

*To be held at Downtown's Costa Sands , Family Suite
* I want PrimaDeli's D24 Durian Cake for my birthday cake , exactly the same as what my Dad bought for my Mum's birthday before . (I bet it will take him ages to remember which , :D )
* I want BOTH my family & closest friends to be there to share ALL memorable & happy moments together
*Is it possible to ask for Polaroid Camera for my 20th present? HEEEE :) (Malas aku nak gy carik sendirik , Nyeheheheh!)

Last but not least, my determination to lose weight & have a proper makeover to boost up my image & confidence . What can I say , I'm aging -.-" Might be growing old but young at heart , AHHAHAHA! Who am I kidding ? XD

Dang! My sore eyes is creating problems, which is why I cant get my butt off to sleep. Right now , Im tuning to soothing melodies cos ..I dont know why I tend to worry so much. I've been putting on smiles but this gotta stop one day , even if it takes awhile . Cos , its tiring . One by one , people come and go . Dad is leaving for Thailand maybe before the 1st March. Charles will serve his last duty of service by 25th Feb . Ya Allah , Engkau lindungilah ayahku daripada segala bencana atau kecederaan sewaktu dia menjalani tugas utk mencari rezeki buat kami sekeluarga , amin . :')

What should I get for Charles , as a last gift from me to him ? Kept wondering how should we spend our first & last outing together. He suggested for Marina Bay or Sentosa but ... common-like. Haiyayayaya , this why I find it confusing how couples plan out for dates, outings , visits etc . I'll save these thoughts for later then . My eyes can't take in much contrast or brightness of these comp screen .

Adios~

Nisa.,

2011-01-11T02:54:00.001+08:00

Why do I get a feeling that my life's gonna change soon ? & my instincts sensed relationships -.-" seriously . Speaking of which , I can feel the goosebumps rising in me .

DAMN

2011-01-01T02:48:00.002+08:00

It's 2011 :)
A new year indeed huh ? Well, let's all just pray that this year will be more blessed unlike the previous years. Amin. Plus, 2010 wasnt that bad afterall. Maybe just some repetition & Im sort of like, used to all those things. Nyett`

It has been AGES since I blogged here , havent I ? Actually, there are lots & lots of "stuff" that I need to bring up to but when comes to thought of NEW year, I guess we just have to focus more on what's ahead of us instead of the past , right ? Resolutions ? NEHHH ! I find it useless to get your head cracked up thinking of what you aim or to achieve for the future when it is just effortless. That is to my point of view of course.

I think for now, I have to learn to adapt to situations whereby people do leave us one day & I have to learn on how to cope with the loss eventhough it's unbearable. It hurts, deep , especially when you are relatively close & have plenty of things in common for you to share with. I know I can do it , I am strong. At least in people's eyes. Deep down, Imma weak-ling. I have both strong & soft-hearted side of mine . But I prefer others to see me as a cold-hearted person , I just dont get it why either. If I were to make a choice, I would have choose myself to be invisible so people wont really notice much about me or my life . Better to just lay it off the ground then bringing it up .

I guess I've defined somehow a lil' of what's going through in my mind. I feel a little at ease for now & I can get some sleep. Hopefully, just once, a better change would make a major difference in my life. :)

Nights.

Nisa.,

2010-08-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

HEY SUCKAS / STALKERS , wateva you people labelled as ,

I MAY / MAY NOT moved to :

http://sexywaves.tumblr.com/

Life has been a lil' bore in Blogger so I intend to move to Tumblr for awhile .

P/s : BOO to school -.-"
_|_

Nisa.

2010-08-08T10:51:00.003+08:00

Things to-do list :

* Pay 25 bucks for the broken divider at work
* Prepares for 1Sept . :)
* My Gym outstanding balance which have to be cleared -.-"
* Driving license which was left abandoned .
* This dry hair of mine needs treatment after keep postponing + extending .
* Have to standby ka-ching for Raya preparations (Puase belom dh bbl psl Rayer , lol. )
* Shoes.
* Clothes .

These are just the beginning . I still have alot in mind .

Im worried sick for my menses which is YET to come . Hur hur` Hopefully it wont appear during fasting month or else , there goes my 1mth target for full-fasting . :(

Alright , i gotta run .
Life is becoming pretty dull than usual . Bore.

Bye .

Nisa.,

2010-08-06T03:20:00.002+08:00

Hours left till work .
Hopefully I get to bump into my heartthrob later :) I miss him , I swear I do . When will we ever move to our next step ? Patience . Let's take it slow & hope for the best . - Its Charles btw , not the Malay one . :)

OMO . It just gives me butterflies in my tummy just thinking about it.

Ramadan is approaching & cant wait for it. Still , I have not paid my debts* yet. :|
I have to do this . What worries me the most is my menses have not been coming for 3months ? Eh hello ! Im not pregnant ! But the thoughts of getting pregnant somehow makes me happy though , HEEE !` Miang .

School hols are coming up. Furthermore add to fasting month . More full-shifts , more income + savings . Not looking forward to Raya, seriously . Time flies vv fast indeed , you think so ? Apologies to my peeps for not being able to have much outings w you guys since Im gonna focus more on my work + responsibilities . Plus , my driving license is left abandoned . -.-"

K la ,Im gonna make tis post as simple as it is .

Nisa.,

Just wanna say I miss you Charles. . . .

2010-08-02T04:37:00.002+08:00

If only I could tell you straight in the face ,

how much I MISSED YOU :(

He simply stole my heart with his smile & warmth. He captures my attention whenever he approaches me with those eyes , instead of hands . That is simply respect & sincerity. Looking at me from behind , just to ensure that I am always safe from his sight . The glares , those chuckles & silliness , just gave me the wonders of you being mine. Still , deep down in thought , I could say , its hard or we may never be together but hopefully , time will show & destiny will prevail . Insyaallah.

& oh , he's a Chinese gentleman so friend , jgn confident itu awak yer . I dont go for guys living in hatred , full of ego & hypocrites. I mean who does ? No lady would wanna kill herself for tt . Sorry :) Kiter jahat kan ? I know . Heh heh heh ~

Life has been miraculously ... dope ? HAHA .
Alot of things have happened & yea, its still going on . I dont mind at all for some humans not trusting me etc but hey , reminder . God gave us eyes , ears & heart . Use it wisely. Sooner or later , the truth will speak for itself , as ALWAYS .

Okay , im off . Gotta get ready for sch .

Nisa.,

2010-07-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

Ader hikmah disebalik semue bende yg dah berlaku dan inilah rahmat nyer malam Shaaban . Segale fitnah & penipuan semue nyer telah terbongkar .

Alhamdulilah , Allah itu Maha Adil .
Sekarang , baru la aku cukop sedar mane kawan , mane lawan. I was devastated when Ive come to find out every inch of truth . Seriously, I didnt expect all this to lead in the other way . Where have we all gone wrong ?

Fortunately, I hurriedly apologised to Ayue for the negative comments she heard from which someone told her, it was from me ? OMG , she needs a kick in the * . No wonder my heart still insists on bearing w Ayu . The fact is both of us are mad at one another for the wrong reasons . Yes, I admit tt I may dislike some part of ur character at times & same goes to u when dislikng abt me right babe ? No one is perfect & I was okay w it until Ive got to know someone was adding more fuel to blazing fire.

No comment .

Straight from my heart , Im terribly sorry for what has happened & like ive told u otf , I will never let go of anybody who messes big time w me , esp when I were to be blamed for something I did not do. Trust me , Im way more nasty than what you've seen in me .

Once again , Im sorry Nurul Hidayu Bte Osman ,

Nisa.,

2010-07-24T01:11:00.004+08:00

Looks like some people really have nothing to do & they are trying to wreck my life ?

Hey Bitch , listen up .
Dah ader internet kan ? I REALLY REALLY hope you read this .

FUCK YOU _|_ .

You know who you are . For now, tts the only thing I can say to you. Wait till I show you how you can swallow my fist down your throat kay darling ? Why ? Let's just say stop your pathetic crap talk about people pretending or should I say, TWO-FACED, during your presence ?

Seriously , from the very beginning till now , aku mmg dah agak dah . Kao nie budak mcm paham ! Actually , there's alot for me to blurt out to you but Im just gonna wait for the right time . I bet its gonna be perfect when the curtains pulled out. HAH !

Whereas on the other side , a guy .

You + me = Nothing .

Just FRIENDS . If you still insists , then Strangers. That's what we'll be.

Life-wreckers like you can go to hell! FYL .

Nisa.,

2010-07-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

Oh oh , i seriously dont like what im leading myself into now .
I dont wish to go any further . How can I escape ?

Those signs again . I dont wish to have it or even notice it . You've gotten the wrong person friend . Furthermore, we've just known each other like days ? My heart isnt your liking & I aint the one for you . But , sigh* Im a coward when comes to these situation .

I dont wanna lie to you, esp to myself .
Ive made a promise to myself tt I dont wanna be into any r/s yet till Ive achieved to what Im aiming for . My studies are still lacking & Ive yet to learn driving . There's more in life tt I want to learn . & at the same time , I MAYBE waiting for someone else ...

Its better I leave all these unsaid for now .
Its the best .

Nisa.,

2010-07-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

Recent jokes tt I'll always remember , lols .

Yest's bowling highlight -
*Bestf fell like "buah cempedak di luar pagar" before throwing the ball . Tu ler, balak ! Amek kao , kacao2 orang lagi , HAHAHA!

Today's highlight (Meetup w Rafiq & Bestf Sheril) -
*Conversation btwn me & Rafiq.

Me : Eh ,(Insertnamehere) skg dh gemok mcm babi eh .

Rafiq: Aah siol , babi nmpk dier pon babi confused . Cmner babi leh underweight compared to (Insertnamehere) .

HAHAHAHA! Aku igtkn aku peh mulot srg yg tkder insurance. Rupe2nyer deknie pon samer, HAHAHAHA! (Almari atas kerusi) LMAO :D

What can I say, eventho life has its ups & downs, laughters are still the companion to our loneliness. :) Had GREAT GREAT TIME .

Nisa.,

2010-07-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

Down.Down.Down :(

What bad start of the month . My happy people have turned against themselves. What telah happened sayangs ? Hopefully, this isnt the end to any of our friendship . But if you still insist, well , its your choice. Nobody's loss right ? :/

I am relieved that Mama knew about my smoking habit since I confessed to her earlier. I dont wanna lie to her anymore. Its better to face the music than living in a life full of lies . At the same time , I want her to know that I am not spoilt nor perfect . I am just being me, living in curiosity . Hopefully, she understand my inner thoughts, everything . Of course, she's my Mum right? & she should .

Everything went vv smoothly during the start of work yest but I dont get it why must some people ruin the mood for their satisfactory? When we quiet, you say arrogant. When we're being friendly , you say flirt. WTH is this ? Like I dont have anything to do at work is it ? What's the purpose of you putting your arms under his when he's just your co-worker ? Trying to make me jealous & still have the cheek to put your pathetic ignorant old face in front of my face ? Wakao . You're just too old for him . BTW , we are just friends & there's nothing for me to be jealous about . Syiok sendirik la nie old lady , sigh~

I feel bad towards him for avoiding whenever he went everwhere to look for me. Its like I can see him but he couldnt see me. Im sorry , friend. I dont wanna go any deeper cos it hurts, for sure. Plus, Im afraid. This clearly shows im not ready to go for the next step . May Allah show me the guidance towards everlasting happiness till my last breath cos I dont wanna play games w my heart. Had enough.

July is becoming a disaster for me I think .
My gadgets are adding probs . One by one trying to rub it in. Ish , geramnyer aku !

Plus, my ka-ching , tsk.
Need to tie it tightly .

Okay la . Today , I need to do some soul-searching.
Its time to be happy again . Push the clouds away & lets bring out the sun .

Nisa.,

2010-07-08T02:48:00.003+08:00

Guess what ?

Its almost 3am & im not asleep yet ? Confirm , I'll drag myself to school ! -.-"
Plus , Ive not changed into my sleeping attire since I arrived home from work , which was 4 hours ago ?? ^^ Disgusting right ? Wateva .

& so, the "tension & heat in my surrounding" has rise . Conflicts,arguments,misunderstanding etc. Whereas for me , I am fcuking pissed w my BB Baby cos it has started to play mindgames w me! AAARGH! Nie part yg leceh nie , wakao !

Chill . I cannot be so stressed already . Relax .
Everything WILL be fine sooner or later, insyallah .

So far , many people around me have changed. Some for the better,some for the worst. Good for them, if they think so. I dont mind at all cos "empunya diri peh badan". Pandai2 ler take care hor ? Now Ive come to realise that Ive become more blunt than usual .

Today sch ends lil early . Maybe cliques will be having plans to watch movie or something before I head to work ? Heh Heh Heh! Despite these stress & crap , Im still looking on the bright side of life & trying to enjoy every moment of it cos its precious , am I right ?

Okay la . Must go & get some rest before the start of the day. SHEEEESH !

annyeong .

Nisa.,

2010-07-03T04:26:00.003+08:00

Hey Blogger .

Its 4.30am now , according to my home clock . Im kinda depressed a lil for now. Sigh, there goes my pimple outbreak . Stressed out .

Couldnt attend work today due to some reasons. Seriously , I myself hate to bother others w my problems but am I asking too much from some of you when Im in need of help ? Right now , I feel guilty , miserable & pissed off . Pissed off ? Yes , cos I hate to have the impression of me being hypocrite to do something at the very last minute when Im not or when I dont even get a clue tt these things might happen at the wrong point of time . Tts called EMERGENCY , right ?

Overall still , the guiltiness in me is still there. If some of you think that I have overdone what I did previously , then Im sorry . I will not even bother another minute or second of your precious life . Simple . Am I being too sensitive or blunt here ? Apologies. maybe due to the fact tt my P is coming after sucha long time , i guess?

Okay , another newsflash . My Blackberry baby gave me a FATAL heart attack when it turns off outta sudden & not reviving itself after I pressed the ON/OFF button . My mind just went *POOF* . Panic . So panic tt I searched for my Warranty card to standby , if you know what I mean. Fortunately , my BB baby revived after few minutes . Found out tt it was low battery. -.-" Still , I had to take vvvvv gd care of my BB baby . We can nver know, ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN at ANY point of TIME .

btw, B2ST (Beast) will be on Entertainment on 5 @Ch5! AAAARGH ! catch em on TV. I think I'll only be watching the Encore telecast since I'll be working on the premiering of the show :(

alrighty , gotta get some sleep .

sch will be opening soon . not looking forward to it .

B.Y.E

Nisa.,

I admit I have a crush , & it's my Mr28 :)

2010-07-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

Tuesday (Off day)

Was well spent w bestf . Had aloooooot of laughters , seriously . One word for that particular day was RANDOM . Wished I could elaborate more but currently , im not in the mood .

Wednesday (30 june)

Marks the day of Char's 18th & parents 20thY of annin . Got my pay . Finally get to eat pancakes , OMG . It was BRAAAVO . When the maple syrup & melted butter blends well on the pancakes, fuh ! *melts* Turns me on , lols! Feeling-feeling steam sak , hahahaha! Treated Char to hair rebonding as her bdae present . Korean Style eh , hehs . In a hurry to & fro . Went to Rasa-rasa@Wdlnds after tt for dinner w family . Dont wanna elaborate more cos the starting , mood dampened & it sucks real bad . Follow me on my TWEET TWEET to know more.

Speaking of which , looks like some people just wanna follow the trend once in awhile . Cant deny among them it was me but seems pretty obvious tt this particular person is trying to fit in too . pfft ! Obvious darling . *look away*

oh well , today will be working morning shift & starting from today , I have to lock those cash in my bank & left it untouched till sch reopens or till the 17th of July maybe ? Ive got my reasons tts for sure.

Alrighty , an-nyoung.

Nisa.,

P/s ; Why must I miss you people when Im just a stranger in your life right ? Cmon , get over it & stop pretending cos I aint tt special like what you thought I would be, seriously . Sometimes , the bold truth are the best rather than pretend & u got hit by cruel reality after tt. Think it over again.

2010-06-29T03:38:00.005+08:00

Mixed emotions running in & out .

Happy - Off day today & tmr . :)

Worried - Sch reopens soon . After my off days , cheong-ing for work for the final lap before sch reopens . Confirm lepak kepenatan boh ! (shagged)

Jealousy - Only my Darlings know why . But seriously , it wasnt tat important much yet Ive already felt the jealousy mode turned ON . Why ? :S

Anxious - Awaiting for pay . KA-CHINGAAAA$$$$ baby ! :D

Confused - What should I get ? *secret* Get it now ? Huh , huh ?

Irritated - Sumpah kao irritating bodo ! Dah kenape ? Gian ker kurang kasih sayang ? Bbl yer tak yer , biler nk game ? favour eh , dont ever think you can get close to me like you were before cos it aint the same . kan aku dah ckp , "aku kalo dh ludah tk jilat balek" . Ada faham tak apa gua bobal ?

Why my TWEET TWEET mcm cb uh ? perangai spoil , nabeh ! there goes my rotten language . What the F* ! AAAAAAAAARGH! Fedup !

Time for readjustment & self-reflect again .

Good day. I say GOOD DAY humans !

bye . (P-RIOT)

Nisa.,

2010-06-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

Another day for full-shift today.
Whoa , the shag-ness begins . Sick , sick , sick. :(

30th , please come soon . I want my ka-chings. Plus, someone's birthday is on tt day too . MAMPOS! I owe her something , or make it 2 things . Oh oh . :S

Alright , im leaving . Follow me on my Tweets , if you manage to see it though . -.-"

Nisa.,

2010-06-27T01:22:00.004+08:00

Thanks to my Darlings for helping me with Twitter + update of photos. They are none other than Char & Sheril . Wooooohooo! \m/ * head banging* P/s : FB sucks big time lately . PFFT!

Poof! It's Sunday .
Right after this , I gotta drag myself to bed. I need plenty of rest since my sickness has not yet recovered. Need to drink plenty of water. The "sick-season" has made its comeback . Or is it Im the one who spread the contagious virus to everyone around me ? :S Sorry aye Amigos ! Familia! Sorry for the problemos . *Why am I going all Spanishy/Frenchy etc outta sudden?*

As you can see, Im starting to TWEET TWEET! TWEET TWEET! ^^
Since I have unlimited free sms & aint busy much texting peeps etc , I rather waste it on TWEETS TWEETS! ^^

Alright , I have to go. Will be on full-shift for 2-3 consecutive days ? Tts y I need to rest plus my fever is yet to be .. GONE .

Grasias amigos for reading, if there's any.

Nisa.,

2010-06-26T01:12:00.006+08:00

Backk within minutes .

AWWW! My SEXAAY idol w my HERO . Love her bod + wavy hair . As for my Hero , love HIM! :D Kay im trippin cos im B.O.R.E.D -_______________________-" plus my nose kept leaking . sounds wrong? i guess so.

AAAARGH! Im craving for pancakes . Anyone? :(

I need a new LAPTOP so bad cos Im desperate for PRIVACY ! Period .

What did I miss ?

Hmm...

Till next time .

Nisa.,

2010-06-25T23:49:00.004+08:00

Ola Amigos , guess who's back ? Pfft . -.-"

Pinkish huh ? Looks reddish to me but heck cares , Im sticking to this design for the meantime. I need something refreshing for my online diary here so there you go . Its been ages since I last hit by flu+cough+teary eyes = S.I.C.K! Why must this happen on the last day of my off day (for the week) ?

Daang!BTW, I HAD DURIANS FOR DINNER! YUMMEH! 6 durians for 100 bux? Imagine tt but it was worth it plus the size was humongous than the normal ones ive seen before. Oh well , gotta get typing. Previously , I noted at my FB tt I was looking forward to the 23rd,24th & 25th. So , here it goes.

On the 23rd,(Mama bought D.O.N.U.T.S) bestfs came to my crib, to plan for our outing on tt day. I was v delighted tho cos they were gorgeous :) It was raining heavily tt dat so we had to delay few mins for awhile to wait till drizzling ? Did plenty of catch-ups , cracking jokes esp Sheril . Hilariously selenger :D Went to town to catch a movie - Toys Story 3 (3D) ! Yanti's treat . 55 bucks just for the tix ? *gulp* At first , I tot the movie wasnt interesting at all. But I was wrong. It was HILARIOUS & FUN ! I almost pee-ed on my pants due to alot of laughing & drank alot of soda. GEREKKKK LA! \m/ After tt , headed to FA to collect my cookie cake for the 24th ;) Leah looked unwell . Headed to 313@Somerset for dinner. LJS. LAUGH , CUCI MATER , LAUGH & LAUGH! :P initially our plan was to head to the Waterfront on tt night to end our outing but Yanti had to set off since her bro was left alone at home plus Ela & Sheril were about to doze off in the train . Otw home in train, Yanti & I had a vvv long talk abt our attachment . HUMANS.

24th- SDV
Approached SKY first since she was having her lunch break. Talked a lot, gossiped alot. One by one came & approached to me since they were surprised to see my presence there .Im vv glad & contented + overwhelmed when I get to see those happy faces again. Except for one who I heard has changed right after my departure. V quiet huh ? :( Talked to my supervisor. I miss Sky , Sam , Yan Yang , Hui Ling , Makcik + Pakcik , Uncle Lai , Uncle Wong , Thani ,Kiat, Linjuan, Ah Loon , Ivy, Bing Yi . OMO . There' still more :'( Well , before I id goodbye , I gave them the cookie cake. Hope they love it . Saranghae SDV <3

25th-B2ST!!!!!!! Supposed to go but I was starstruck plus I was having aterrible flu. So my sistas went on ahead w/out me. I am vv glad though tt they get their autographs & get to meet em one on one. AWWW! My heroes.

Daang , my back is aching already. SHEESH -___-" Awaiting for my month end pay to pay my bills & get my hair done. Oh yes I will . Wait & see hor. :)

Okay, im done . Nisa.,

2010-06-18T09:15:00.003+08:00

Morning.
I know , mundane beginning right? Dull.
Not much time to spare for blogging. Early in the morning already watched Boys Over Flowers. Hehs , I know , a lil late for that right? Who cares.

TV isnt much of my companion anymore. Ever since till now , it has always been YouTube. Alright , im trippin' already~

Life has been..relaxed lately ? Pretty much. Yea, attachment+assignments , its done. No more worries. What's left for me to worry is my repeated modules + my income? Ive been spending alot for the previous months so I have to be thrifty for now onwards. My attachment salary has yet to be received -.-" .No comment. It aches my heart whenever reminding myself about it so , forget it.

Spending my time w work for now.
I need to do plenty of full-shifts , like I used to. Still , imma happy lady. I miss my SDV people <3 Sky has been thoughtful by giving me calls at work to remind me of them. I will return , I will.Counting days till the 23rd & the 25th. Hopefully, it will be one of my AWESOME days of my life. :) People say Ive changed, in terms of weight? Appearance? Thank you for the compliment. I appreciate it but still , my effort does not ends there. To achieve it , its simple if you put in effort. But to maintain & keeping your achievement constant , it needs ALOT of effort. wth im crapping abt ? Lols . Im grateful enough if you readers managed to get my point here, haha!

So...what's missing eh ? Hmm.. Some fun ? Excitement ? Drama ? Awaiting for it though. Sit back, relax & enjoy. Im left w 4hours left to rest before I go on-duty. gotta rush.

Nisa., P.S :/ My post is fcuking boring ! :D

2010-06-09T01:44:00.002+08:00

Seriously , June hasnt been a good month for me , I swear.
My happy moments has met its ending.

Alrighty, attachment will be ending in 2 days time :( Ive been telling myself at attachment to not count the leftover days yet the people arnd me kept reminding me non-stop over my last day. Hehs :] Still , I hope someone will put an end to my love misery . Please . Im freaked out enough , Ive cried enough & Im left hanging . Please . Can I just run away ? Away from everyone , away from Spore ? Cos Im shagged , w everything .

As for my pay , sucks.

There are alot of things that I need to clear.
ALOT.

my mind is vv confused right now.
blank.

Nisa.,

2010-06-06T10:16:00.002+08:00

ARRRRGH! Im annoyed enough tt Suju's showcase was a closed event & couldnt get to even get a glimpse of em since airport is damn packed w fans . :(

Still , Im awaiting for B2ST !

See those 2 idiots up there ?
I wanna go meet em live one-on-one during their meet & greet !

Oh yeaaaa , I will !

Nisa.,

2010-05-30T02:08:00.002+08:00

OMG. Things arent in place right now , I gotta get it sorted. I need sweet surprises cos my life is turning sour bit by bit :(
Attachment extends till 11th June ? :X
Kinda disappointed cos Im missing my peeps already real bad :( Sad news for me whereas happy news for SDV people since they get to see me a lil more before I bid my final goodbye . Furthermore , some insisted tt I should work there ? *silence*

. . . . . ermmm,

Turning 19 this year is rather challenging than my previous years cos of all matters tt Ive managed to overcome , Ive never come across a problem as complicated as this . Wanna noe ? My status . Yes , I gotta admit , I do have eyes for Chinese guys but its just too soon for me to go any further . There's alot more in this world tt I wished to achieve for . But at the same time , I cant run away from fate . These things just happen naturally . I cant even tell to anyone about these matters of heart cos I dont know how to . Seriously , I suck at this . Call me a nerd if you want to cos I am . Everyone deserves someone better & everyone wants to have a happy ending to their fairytale eventho it has its ups & down right ?

I do too .
I want an everlasting one , not just simply teenage or puppy-dog love .
With beautiful & happy people around me , it completes me , eventho for a second . I feel contented already. I aint desperate for love .

After seeking all these while , I finally understood myself for what are the "criterias" tt I need in a man who deserves my heart .

-Sincerity
-Self-respect & respect for others , despite age , status etc
-Hardworking
-Caring
-Understanding

That's all . Looks ? I aint all that but still ,it would be enough if he knows how to carry his own style & personality in a pleasant view such as NEAT ? Haha! Dang ! Im trippin' already .

Some might be wondering why the heck Im typing all these out ?
Lets just say , I "encountered a surprise which almost end my single teenage life ?" :D Pointless to waste those miutes just to figure out . What matters the most to me right now is I gotta finish what Ive started & never turn back or regret after making a decision .

Oh sh*t!
tick tock! Im left w few hours to sleep & get myself ready for next day to do my delivery & meetup w bestfriend . Hopefully today will be another great day for me . :)

Gotta go wash my make-up & zZzZzzZ !

an-nyoung!

Nisa.,

2010-05-23T02:02:00.002+08:00

Hey Blogger , how have you been ? Dusty again huh ? He he he . Oh well , let's get things rolling in here _ _ _ updates.

Attachment gonna end soon . Im left w only 1week to clear my projects, assignments. Dang! The tension is just so stressful tt my shoulders , my back , everything , aching here & there .(sounds wrong to me though , lols!) But Im sure sooner or later , I will get those done ASAP . Anyway , the thing tt Ive been keeping much lately to myself is how am I gonna bid my final goodbye on my last day of attachment . Some might think it's silly & stuff but to me , my attachment has been great & special . :( The people there are awesome && .. something caught me up .

*Im sorry if this might make you readers puke about love shits etc but if you hate to read , dont ever hesitate to click the [X] icon right on the top right hand corner of the window screen -.- " *

Im afraid I've fall for someone there . We both know there's a spark between us , only that we have been avoiding it ever since . It was there all along but we still kept mum . Though there are alot of differences between us , we still do have one thing in common & that is L*VE . I just cant spell it just yet cos im left hanging in despair here . " How can I easily forget him when he is always there whenever Im in need of help ? Gosh , I hate myself for typing all these lovey-dovey words but I cant help it . Im left hanging , tts all I can say . Hopefully , for once , there's a happy miracle awaits me ..but at the same time , Im afraid myself . :X

(Beautiful stranger,awkward charm)
: Were we meant to meet again ? Now I believe in fate.
You & I were fated to meet again despite not knowing our backgrounds. You were near to me all along when I thought you've faded away .Till someday we meet again and see what's coming & what awaits us for our next meeting , beautiful stranger .

So far life's great but lately , Ive been receiving alot of surprises . & I mean shocking ones! I wonder what's next in store for me. . .

Nisa.,

2010-05-08T12:58:00.003+08:00

Oh my gee . I am so drained ~ Why ? Cos I have LOTS & LOTS of things to be done / settled . Like what ? My attachment projects .

I may look calm & stuff but deep in me , I do have my weaker side which is hard for me to show . Patience , that's what Im trying to put myself into . Yet , the other "P" word which I hated the most is PUSH . As in how ? FORCE ! I am down with fever but my temperature itself has its ups & downs . -.- "

So far , attachment has been great & lenient towards me . Happy people there makes my day & Im beginning to love em more& more each day . Still , I need lots of tutoring for Chinese . :(

There's a moment which I felt so touched & loved by em & that is when I accidentally cut my finger with a penknife while I was doing my work . My finger was bleeding profusely , tk bedek . It wasnt tt painful afterall so I walked to the Ladies to wash my wound . My Boss saw my wound as he was passing by next to me & told me instantly to go to the office . As I enter the office , 3 people went panicky , as if something terribly bad happened . I was at the moment of shocked . They were saying " Are you okay ?! " "What happened ?" "How did this happened?" "We need to call an ambulance" kay last part , AMBULANCE ?! It was just a cut . Hahahahaha ! How adorable . They put on the medicine for me & watched me from the office as I walked myself to the station where I was working . Everyone looked at me & kept saying "Are you okay ?" Hahahaa! How caring . Awwww ! I am gonna state here that I LOVE YOU SDV people . :)

Okay , CHANGE ~ (oh oh oh ! -Hyun-Ah)

As the pathetic part of my life for now is my job . -.-" Seriously , I've been tolerating much much enough since before & now , I dont give a FUCK anymore . Some people are just so annoying . Who the big fcuk you thing you are dtg nk layan , layan . dtg tknk layan , tknk layan . Wah ! Besar peh angin satu badan musibot ! Sales ? SALES ? IS THAT MY BUSINESS ? At least I've done my part , that's enough but NEVER PUSH ME ! & lastly , if you wanna talk , speak frankly ! STOP BEATING AROUND THE BUSH ! I've kept my cool for too long already tts bcos Im preventing my anger from raging out so DONT PUSH ME ! Thnks for somehow UNDERSTANDING MY SITUATION but at the same time , dont pretend . that attitude makes me wanna puke . Why must people like you still exist in this world ? PFFT !

Hurt enough ? Wait till it comes out from this meanest mouth of truth . I am waiting for the time .

Sadly , I miss Leah :( She is the only one who understands what Im going through whenever I am so stressed about work or attachment etc . I miss Leah :'( Okay , I need to get back to watch my favourite Korean show "Highkick Through The Roof" & B2ST videos . Koreanatic ~

An-nyoung :)

Nisa.

2010-04-29T07:45:00.002+08:00

Good Morrrrrrrrrning ~ Hi Yum ! :]
Its been ages since my last update, am I right ? Well, this blog is left untouched for its own good anyway. If I were to update , it's meant for my own referrence. Oh what the heck , I need to get some updates here .

Let's see .. So far , my attachment thingy is running smoothly since the second day which was on the 6thApril2010 . Sadly , tmr marks the last day of attachment for my intern buddy frm NYP , Nan Xiang. :( Must be wondering why the hell I am updating my blog on a weekday when I am supposingly should be at my attachment right ? Cabotssssss laa . ;) This is what happens when I get too much "pamperedness" from my attachment colleagues . Ha ha ha (evil) ~

I was too busy working my ass off for both attachment & work that I fall sick badly . Body aches , migraines & gastric. I tried not to think much about my sickness cos I dont wanna be "ngade-ngade" ( spoilt) you know , haha . But I raised my surrender flag last Friday, when I got a fever . Fortunately , Mama got me an MC or else .. tsktsktsk .

Okay , I wanna emphasise on something here .
Looks like people anyhow judge me like as if they knew alot about me or should I say EVERYTHING ? Hey darl , I hate beating around the bushes here . Kalo tak suker , bobal depan-depan kay ? Zaman biler mau sembunyi2 ? Masing-masing sumer dh matang so if you wanna solve a problem , let's talk it over . Its been years since I tolerate w this shits & Im sure its an embarassment for you if I were to reveal EVERYTHING about you . I aint perfect myself so if you think Im trying to be a perfectionist or watsoeva , tts your judgment & it aint my problem . :) Seriously , I hate conflicts over stupid & childish stuff but if you think you are unsatisfied w what I do or watsoeva , feel free to find me , contact me & let's settle it one on one okay ? If you make a choice by not wanting to do anything about it , then so be it . Im cool . Eyes on you lady , every step you make . :/

*Sigh of relief.*

"People tend to make mistakes once in a while , its okay.
But never regret cos those mistakes from your past are the Teachers to your future ." - Yours truly .

Ive been getting weird dreams , suffocates easily .
What does this mean ? && , Im not ready to change my "Single" status yet . :(

Nisa.

2010-04-10T11:45:00.003+08:00

Hello! to humans who have been visiting in out from my blog to check for updates. Due to that , I apologized to any inconvenience caused . He he ~

Like I've said before & always , I am very very busy . Im sure my mates knew that . Attachment has begun on 5th April . It was a very rough start & awkward I should say . Some people are just so STEEWWWWWPIT . -.- " Have to say , Im one of em too . Why ? We are very sure that our teachers told us to wear formal clothes on our very first day but there's one thing that they weren't certain about is , it is unapplicable to those who are under WAREHOUSING! Oh fucktards . Imagine me under the torture of those high heels & had to face the people in the warehouse with embarassment since ALL of em are wearing SAFETY BOOTS. SAFETY BOOTS EH! Ah skip~

2nd day till yest was , fun ? :)
Yes , it was . I was the only lady , Malay lady summore who is doing warehousing there . Foreigners everywhere but the GUYS there are very friendly . They were eager to talk me but they knew they will be having a hard time to communicate w me cos they couldnt speak our common language which was .. English for sure . I was "attached" ( not relationship term okay?) to a Chinese guy named Kiat . Details ? Shy , funny , weird but something which amazes me is that he speaks Malay . Tts bcos he's from Msia ,Pahang . Erm , I think I better stop here cos .. K skip .

Oh yea, like finally , I got my Blackberry . Its 1week3days old already & it has gotten its first fall in the toilet at my attachment . Sedih kans ? :( What a bad owner I am . I was definitely very surprised & happy when I got in my hands that I cant describe how happy I was . My face were in a very shock state right Sheril ? Haha ! I wasnt myself on tt day . Very happy yet quiet & unusual .

Okay , Im leaving now .
Check my FB for updates if you want . Hopefully I wouldnt be lazy to upload any pictures of my attachment sooner or later . :)

Bye dear humans .

Nisa.,

2010-04-01T00:37:00.003+08:00

For the first time in my life , I would like to officially state here that .. . . . . . .

I HATE APRIL !

Bloody fcuking pathetic rough start of the month!
Firstly , it was my pay . Supposingly to get commission but management says BLA..BLA...BLA & so , commission hang ! wah cb ! I already planned to buy soccer boots for the twins yet .. (BLOOD BOILING TO THE MAX!) .

Lastly , see the pic above ?
See those 2 Fs there ?! AH FUCK !
It means that I have to repeat these 2 modules . WAHH CB ! I'm cursing alot right now that I need to punch someone in the face .

I knew it from the beginning . Why I can only pass those modules that Mr.Yeow(SVE & MP) taught me rather than Ms.Lee(FDM) & other logistics teachers' modules(WIM) ?? Can someone gave me a VALID & REASONABLE answer for that ?

On the bright side is that I passed my repeated modules (BEV ,LSM) . 1 burden over yet the other coming . Same faces again ! ROAAAAAAAAR ~

Ahhh , im done .

Nisa.

2010-03-28T07:11:00.002+08:00

Gonna get that soon ? Very SOON? Haha ! Will see . Oh my . 10 weeks of attachment ? Fortunately for me that Ayu will be with me for the next 10weeks too .

Look at the time . Early am I ? Thats because my family & I arrived home at 5am . From where ? We had a late night picnic by Changi Beach yest wit Mama's side. My bad due to the bad start of the day . Seriously , I was so annoyed tt someone didnt took the iniative to msged me tt they were gonna be late plus I didnt ate anything the whole day -.- pfft! Its over anyway , no need to brood so much about the past .

Speakin of past . . . Caught up with Rafiq lately since his workplace is damn near to mine . I've bumped into quite a number of ex-schoolmates lately . Myraquella is working at the same outlet as me only at different venue/location etc . What else ? Hmm . Yea , Im glad though that I finally get to meet my best buddy again , eventhough there are other circumstances that I have to mind of too .

Its gonna be a whirlwind for me since my scheduele is gonna be so damn packed ! At least that helps me to ease my mind a little . Heartbroken recently but life has to go on , right ? :) Its never a sin to just remain as friends , or strangers who used to had love at first sight ?

. . . . .

Ok , im off . Nye he he heh ~

Nisa

2010-03-23T02:32:00.002+08:00

Will be deleting myself away from blogging world maybe since Im not active much in Blogger . Like I say , as always , been very very busy nowadays . Working , attachment briefing tmr (yikes!) Im quite active only in Fb , I guess . Since my parents also have an Fb acct , which might distrupt my privacy , I might/might not delete my Fb acct or create a new one MAYBE . :)

Work is becoming very very boring too. Unlike before . What a luck!

Deep down , I too have a desire & much better plans for my future . What I have now is just temporary but the special people are forever in my heart. Some might & might not understand what I am trying to express here . Go figure .

. . . .

I admit that my eyes & heart has fall deep for Chinese guys , since its hard to find Korean guys here in Spore. Hehs . I would like to specially thank Nur Sheril Azin + Shirley for spreading the K-Pop virus through out , including me . I've come across lots of Fb profiles & blogs which are totally obsessed over K-pop recently (Super Junior , SHINee , FT Island , 2NE1 etc ) At first thought , I was thinking of saving up my money for Paris but now , change plan . KOREA . :)

Still got a loooooooooooooooooooong way to go . I have to practice my cooking skills first which is cooking delicious Dokbokki & Kimbap. yummeh~

oh well , got to go .
will be working in 8hrs time . -.-"

Nisa.

2010-03-15T12:09:00.004+08:00

One after the other .
Obstacles here & there , everywhere .
Still , this determination of mine never give up . Yes , I'm stubborn . I do what I want not what people want me to be.

Get this straight in your fucking head ! I WILL NEVER GIVE UP . I will fight all the way to still stand on both of my feet . I bet some might be secretly reading this & claiming they are not when I find out. Its okay for me though cos I don't care . Everyone has their rights but they have no right to force me to be what they really wanted me to be . Kiss ass you fucktards !

I may be busy with shits & stuffs but hey , I still have my senses to notice the changes around me. I know I've changed , be it for the better or worst but your judgment isnt my approval . My temper is raging real bad these days that I myself couldnt stop myself anymore. Oh yea , btw , annoyed with me & my life?? Leave then . Nobody forced to burden yourself about me . Fyi , IT'S MY LIFE anyway , heh . ( you're just a dust)

Relieved that I've let out my anger & frustrations here . Thanks Blogger for being my companion all this while . I just dont seem to understand why must the same matter keeps repeating itself when it's pointless right ? Ah never mind . Who cares anyway :)

My body is aching badly . I hope that my my health isnt affected much to plenty of working full-shifts lately & upcoming . I wanna apologise to my friends for not being able to go out with you n the rest for outings , be it SLSS or ITE outings . Im truly sorry . Im just so caught up with alot of matters & schedules . Hopefully someday I could make it up to you guys if nothing comes by along the way . (o.O)

Yes Sheril Fcuker , I admit to your saying " Kao nie bz nah dh mcm businesswoman . Businesswoman pon kalah" Haha ! Miss ya eventho I get to meet u once or twice a month ? Lols! But please , do take care of yourself okay ? I am really really worried about your health . You know , I know kan . Take care darling :(

Attachments coming . (HELP!)
24/3 will be the briefing .
I'm thinking on taking up 2 jobs ? Or change to a better offer ?

hmm .. will see how .

I know how my blog bores the heck of you readers w/out pics right ? Sooner or later maybe after my ..... ?? Hehs .

Ok im done . Gotta get back to my reading . Now I've come to realize that I tend to forget to have my meals. Whoaa~

Nisa.

2010-03-11T02:44:00.002+08:00

"Silence is the only way to face the situation , ignorance is a bliss"

Been gg thru alot of shits lately.
Damn , why all this must happen when I'm having my exams or when I'm sick ?
Like that matters to some people :/

Today is the final lap to my exams . -Material Planning .
FDM paper was tricky , yesterday's WIM was effing hard as for today's MP ? Will see how . My back aches real bad. Fortunately I managed to get some early sleep earlier so tt I can mug for my exams in the wee hours of the morning . Hope that helps .

Does it kills to have what we really desired , for once ? I bet I must be sinful to only think of myself instead of "the reality" .Yea , I somehow agreed with someone's quote - WHEN YOU'RE WAY TOO HAPPY, SOMETHING WILL JUST HAVE TO TIE YOU DOWN . Im sick of tolerating with people who just dont seem to change & inconsiderate , Im sick of letting people know about my condition n stuff cos in the end , you can never know who to trust eventhough how close you are to the person .

Pointless , useless .

For now , I'll just do what I gotta do for my studies as for the others , I dont give a damn about it anymore but just to wait n see the outcome to the "cold war" . I guarantee that someone gotta pay for the mess & that would be me . "When tears was the only solution to someone's problems " - That's sucks !

Nisa.

2010-03-09T07:34:00.003+08:00

These tears just kept flowing inside & out .
I am left with nothing to say cos in the end , the situation will remain the same & Im the one to be blamed. I knew it all along that it will happen , repeatedly .

Rebellious ? If I was , I would have left long ago.
What will happen next ? We'll see . What am I going to do about it ? We'll see .

Seriously , I can go dumb anytime . I can go crazy anytime.

where will I be able to get peace? In my graveyard ? I think so too .
cos people are really driving me insane & driving me to my own grave . My body was aching everywhere , feverish . Yet , it happened at the wrong time .

I .. am confused with everything !

Just stab me in the back , & kill me instantly .

Nisa

2010-03-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

Well well well , *ahchoo!*
sorry , kinda dusty around here.

As always , been very busy lately but somehow , I love it cos , I'm in full-control of my life right now. Its been a while since I smell the air to freedom .(Grins) Where should I start ? Let's see ...

Since exams are drawing near very soon which will be next week, everyone has made their own decision to AWOL from sch for the time being since some wanted to do self-revision & stuff.As for me , multi-tasking. Like finally , I've completed my CA1 & CA2 for my repeated modules. It's time to head for the finals! Busy studying & working at the same time . Felt bad that I have to ignore my driving license prac & theory at the meantime since alot of things are coming up. Worst , my IA(attachment) ! OMGeeeeeeee! So the leceh -.-" Hopefully I get to do complete my attachment at my own workplace which is Famous Amos , nye he he ~

Today will be the outing for the Selenger Sisters . Whoaaa~
Pokai pokai pon leh klua , haiyo . Lols! Nvm , as long as we have one another , everything will turn out fine & fun ! Too bad Ayu couldnt tag along . boohoo . I think Im gonna pester Wendy for ciggs later , bahaahahahah!

My mind is caught with the past lately ,
& I really meant the PAST .
Whatever it is , life goes on & as for us, we move on right ?
I've been getting wierd dreams , esp a glimpse of my first ex-boyfie.
What does this really mean ? It has been gg on repeatedly . My body aches alot due to always kept awake whenever I realized tt my dreams or nightmares were over . I've closed my heart , everything is sealed tightly . If there's really fate for a deserving guy to open my heart back again this year , I'll embrace the fact gracefully but frankly , Im not ready yet for relationships . Confessions counts, sincerity matters the most .

Nisa.

2010-02-27T09:58:00.002+08:00

Now I've come to realize that lately my posts are rather emotional than before. I hate to be like this too but how can I keep bottling up my feelings when people kept stepping on me on the head? Worsts, turns out to be from our closed & loved ones . Sigh , when will all this come to an end or..was it just a beginning for me ? We will see..

Forgive & forget?
Yes , the least I could do is to forgive but I will NEVER forget.
I am sorry if I've disappoint my friends , regardless with their advices given to me & such but I really can't give in this time . It involves my dignity & I think some might not able to understand me better than my own bestfriends . Neh , its better I end this till here then. I am tired & I just wanna concentrate on my studies. Wanna put my best effort in whatever I do. Jiayou Nisa! :]

Yesterday was fun indeed.
Spent good hours before exam with bestfriend. eating lunch together & talk about the daily craps & stuff. The best part was when we came into "our crush" coincidentally. More best & funnier part , "our crush" sit right next to our table when there are lots , I mean LOTS of empty tables around. Shocked! Its becoming rather obvious that among us might have knew "the real situation & chemistry" . Hehs , I cant stop smiling whenever I think about it. BEV exam was okay. Glad that I could make it.

Supposingly I was OFF from work yesterday but Irene xiaomeimei didnt turn up for work so yea, I had to replace her.There was extra uniform for me since I didnt brought my uniform with me but unfortunately, I couldnt fit into Chirfang's pants which only fits me on my thighs only -.-"
Almost fall in the toilet when trying to fit through , lols! Work was fun indeed eventhough I was rather tired. Had plenty of great laughs with Leah & Ayu . After work fetched selenger sisters from work . MORE fun ! Talk talk again , smoke smoke . :P Laugh laugh , awww, those happy moments . Looking forward to the outing ladies , ;P .

Alright im done.
Pay came in yesterday. Still thinking on what should I do first.
ok bye, *waves*

Nisa

2010-02-25T12:40:00.002+08:00

Frustrated , lonely & agitated .
It's time for my true colours to be revealed . My patience is wearing thin already . So many people have crossed my line .

Once I've made this step , I am never turning back.
I should have done all this way before but I kept tolerating repeatedly that the fire in me turns into fiery rage , like a big glaze of fire.If I were so mean & a hypocritical human being , I would have let out every dirty details which I've kept to myself , dark pasts & secrets to everyone . Seriously , I've had enough.

I need to go out.
Didnt attend sch for 4 days already. What is happening to me ?
I am very annoyed when family kept asking "Not gg to sch /work?" If once or twice , its okay . But if end up frequently , what's your motive ? Wanna get rid of me ? I know Im suffocating the people in the house when Im not working or schooling right ? End up arguing just for the use of computer . Fcuking pathetic!

ARRRRRRRRRRGH!

Why do I still tolerate with this fcukers ?!!

Im done .
Its time I do what I gotta do.
Hurt me by all means cos Im not gonna care anymore.

I hate everyone right now!

Nisa.

2010-02-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

Im crazy , really I am!
Its 2.04am yet Im not asleep ? Daaaaang!

-meet Ayu for workout@FF_PGN gym in 5hrs time
-school
-work

from the looks on my scheduele , memos ,notifications n stuffs , I am so damn packed w many things to do/go/attend . Whoaaaaa! I aint a superwoman yet Im trying to be one , lols .As pay day drawing very near , I am rather worried abt my time + money management . As for school , what's tt ? Haha! Skipped sch yest since I woke up arnd 12 ? Sorry laa , Im another psycho to Super Junior's world . Its a must for me to watch Super Junior videos everytime before gg to sleep. Weird , I know .

I know tt since my PMS made its debut yest , which is y my moodswings were a tsunami lately.Yet , my colleagues never failed to make my day. The "selenger sisters" are the best . I find it amazing tt we all seemed to understand one another very well when we just get to know one another less than 3-4 mths ? We had the same interests , same "bad habits" such as cuci-mate tgk dickies , lols! Thnks to Wendy for the ciggy supply & free muffin ! :) Iloveyou sista! ;P

Im runnning out of points here .

Wishlist :
-New dancing / sports shoes
-Adidas / Fossil Watch ($180)
-New gadgets ; Blackberry Cell , Laptop
-Hair makeover ; perm + treatment
-Weight loss , gain abs (LOLS!)
-Finish my driving license before Raya

Upcoming events :

-exams began (next week)
-attachments (April)
-ITE Outing (16March)
-"Selenger Sisters" Outing
-Ain's (bro) birthday
-Meetup w Cyrul before his NS on 9March(was reminded when he texted earlier after AWOL)

what else did I missed out ? I gotta feeling tt there's more actually .
I know , Imma busy lady right ? *winks* alright , I gotta get back to video hunting .

Toodles.

Nisa

2010-02-20T00:41:00.004+08:00

Good day earthlings .

Lately, sad to say, quite a number of people tends to piss me off in sch & seriously , it has been getting on my nerves & yea ..... my attitude has unleashed from its cell ! How bout tt huh ? I'll just get it straight to the point since I suck at beating arnd the bush .

I find it vv insulting when people tend to make a joke over my "personal assets" & to add on fuel to the fire , the joke was made infrnt of the opposite gender. What do u take me for ? A whore ? Bloody bitch! I seriously hate it , frankly . To think tt I can be back in good terms w this kind of person ... WRONG! Aku kalo dh ludah tk jilat balek . I aint a cheapo u can make fun of . Dont regard me dumb . Im not! Ikotkan hati aku nie , aku tkkan puas hati selagi aku tk lempang muke seseorg nie . But since people keep spouting FRIENDS , FRIENDS ,FRIENDS , have to keep myself steady for the meantime. I dont give a fcuk abt it! Kawan uat nie mcm per ? For now , Im still laying low since tt person is having some personal matters to settle . I wont let go tt easily . U can expect me to forgive but I'll NEVER forget .

Last but not least , PRETENDERS.
I detest this category of people. Too bad there's one in class . Or maybe more .Worst , this pretender's disguise was naturally revealed.Like Ms Christine said during CARE , let the truth speaks for itself. Strongly agreed!

Glad I let it all out.

Sheril , raser-raser mcm tadi peh meeting short gytu loh. Hopefully next week , we get to spend more time together shopping & eating aytes ? Thnks for the treat just now bestf. ;) Saranghae!

Nisa.

2010-02-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

Apologies to my dear avid-readers , mostly invited babes here , for the inconvenience caused tt you people had to log in your Blogger acct just to read up on my posts . Saranghae darlings ! :]

For the meantime , I need some peace & privacy.Haven't been myself lately .
I have to admit , despite the company of friends tt I have arnd me , I still live in loneliness. No hard feelings here . Its just tt , I find it real hard to have someone who really is hearing you out & the most important thing is , the person you can trust. Not ignorance & pretend .

All these years , I have been crying & pouring out everything to the people whom I THOUGHT I could rely on but in the end , it's their backs tt Im facing & it's those walls who have been listening to me . Yes , at times , I lied to these people to get attention I desired . Attention seeker am I ? Hehs , These people tt Im referring to were my own blood, my family .

All I can say , after what happened for the past 2-3 years , betrayal of friendships & breaking of trusts from my own blood , my heart turns cold . My eyes has opened real wide & Im not hesitated to say tt the only people left fer me to really really rely on are Suryanti , Sheril ( my bestfriends) plus Sabrina ( my selenge sister) . Sab , Im sorry tt I pulled a long face yest at work . Ive tried my v best to keep myself alive instead of keeping my gloomy emotions to myself but in the end , I cant hide those expressions no more . Maybe its just bcos Ive kept alot of things to myself but when comes to expressing it out , I suck . Ive promised myself not to be the moody lady like I used to in the past but I guess this might be the last ? Hope so .

Sheril , eventho we are a distant apart from one another due to daily lives routines n such , you were there to really hear me out . Im glad tt we had plenty of things in common , be it abt deeper thoughts & wonders abt something etc n Super Junior . hehs . which is y i find it vv comfortable to talk things out w ya bestfriend . frankly , you are the only one who knows everything abt me , inner outer , you name it. im v glad n fortunate tt you've been the one who really understands me the most . same to Yanti .

& lastly , my heart is sealed tight .
Totally not into love . Hate to be hurt repeatedly ,in just one year . The worst is when you come to terms abt love w hypocrites n ego-maniac . Men .
If I were to be fated to fall in love again sooner or later , hopefully I get a Chinese please or whoever tt has the resemblance of Hangeng , hee . Sempat eh aku mengurat lepas type post sedih , hehes .

Like Sab said , CHEER UP right ?
^^

I gotta achieve alot of things . For my own benefit too right ?

Pray the best for me people . :)

Nisa.

2010-02-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

The cheese to my maccaroni , Hankyung ` *melts*

Fantasy obsession is the only cure to my dull life for now , haha!

Sheril , im wit ya darling ! Haha! We will be waiting for their arrival to Singapore one day . Once confirmed , I am so gonna save up my money to buy the most expensive ticket , just to see them LIVE & face-to-face . But cant deny tt I still doubt Hangeng , oops , Hankyung , will make an appearance together w the rest of SJ since he's still under process abt the lawsuit thingy ? =(

If only I could make just one wish .... I'll make him mine forever unlike some silly girl (Sheril) just wanna have all of the SJ members for herself , hahahahhaha ! Greedy punya olang ! Just kidding . =P

Anyway , at work yest , sucks due to a fucking pathetic customer who assumes tt I was being rude to him (when I TOTALLY did nothing at all) & claims I was racist ? Well guess what . After meeting a LOSER like him , I'll be glad to declare myself an official racist ( to him only laa) . If I were to meet him outside again , boy mumble your prayers fast cos I wont leave you hanging just like tt jackass ! HAH!

"when fcukers just crossed my line "
Nisa.

Lonely describes it all

2010-02-09T01:29:00.003+08:00

These loneliness has killed me for a long period of time .
Yet , I kept mum to everything , cos I'm tired of facing the same situation, problems over & over again . When I played my part as water , the mess remained the same . Everyone has their own problems to settle , a life to live .

I showed them my smile , to prove em wrong tt I aint a weak-ling. I endured , but till when ? When will someone really , & I mean REALLY get to understand what has been gg thru in my mind eversince ?? No worries , Im still emotionally-controlled here , right now . Tts bcos Im getting dumb & dumber each day , pretending nothing happened all these while . - I think , after this , my lip is sealed . Im gonna tell nobody abt my personal life from now . Even if I mentioned abt recent downpour , dont ever think tt you people already knew or even have a clue to what Im gg thru .

The only thing I gotta do is keep myself constant w sch & work .
Oh btw , I think I'll either change my number or just not having a cellphone for the meantime . If I do , I'll only give my number to the deserving ones . Please , I have my own reasons for doing so . Dont ever think tt I am just being EMO here or watsoeva . PUTA-I-NAMO -.- "

On the bright side , its good tt I still have great company arnd me .
The surrounding at work esp . I want AYU , SAB , WENDY , BIBIK , IRENE & LEAH to always be arnd cos they never fail to make my day at work despite stressed out or shagged . the best !still struggling to catch up in sch but I wont give up for sure. hopefully with the help of caring & sincere friends , I am able to finish it all together w em .

alright im done .
Fantasy is all I have for now . I meant , Kibum & Hangeng . *melts*
Thnks to Sheril fer driving me insane w SJ . heehee!
Nisa.,

2010-02-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

Despite my hectic schedule , stress , shits in sch / home etc ,
kept reminding myself abt something on this day .

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY RAFIQ .
I'll always pray the best for you , be it in happiness or wealth . May Allah always bless you & just want you to know tt you're always remembered by me , buddy . Rather somehow , I am sure tt he might not even read this but its okay . I might owe you some answers anyway but its better I bring myself away due to certain reasons .

Once again , happy birthday Rafiq . :]
In the meantime ,I am OBSESSED w SJ's ,Kibum & Hangeng ! SHERIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaahaa! Hate tt gemok , kan kan kan Ril ? Lols! Anyway , wont be gg to sch today . Need to restore my energy fot BOTH work & school . -.- "

Nisa.

2010-02-02T09:43:00.004+08:00

Wasssup ?

Daaang I feel so shagged ! Busy busy busy , as always but I love keeping myself occupied with hectic schedueles. =) Anyway,despite busy w stuffs , I managed to meet up w Fcuka Sheril last Sunday. I miss her so much but on tt particular Sunday makes me so fcuked up wit so many things & people! Trust me , its not my PMS . Even Sheril noticed my agitated face w so many people .

Sunday :
First things first , went to FitnessFirst to settle payment. Before hand ,all eyes were on me like its as if im naked when im wearing clothes tt totally cover most of my skin? . Sorry , nie bukan perasan ke ape ehk even Ayu noticed too. Its suffocating. Got our starter bagpack n left. Since Ayu had to return back to work , I made my way to meet Sheril after tt at Admiralty. She fetched me there & she was LATE , grr ! Its fine tho cos like finally we get to meet after a long time , hrhr . Went to Mac to buy some late lunch . Walked to her home . While we were walking , I encountered w a number of annoying people just simply knock into me w/out apologising . next , an unknown stranger said HI to me & smiled cheekily .
sheril gave me a lost-look , same here .Slack at her crib den went downstairs to meet w Faiz & Bud to slack . Hisyam tagged along . Seriously , I dont get a clue to his purpose of running rounds the slack port when received a text msg . Boy I know his happy but whats w the running n stuff ? -.-" Typical people . Btw Bud , thnks fer the ciggs tho . Owe you 2 when I have my own pack . Isap rokok daging manusia ? HA HA HA . -.- "

Monday:
Early in the morning went to FitnessFirst fer photoo taking . Supposingly,some Mondays are monday blues day but on tis particular Monday , I was hyper . Laughed a lot in the morning with bestfren n Ayu . Ate alot too but I think I knew why I was so happy tt day . I get to eat my favourite Sushi before heading off to sch , Lobster Salad . YUMMY !! Oishi! Trust me , by now , all my pay is gone due to payments ,loans n stuffs . Nvm , Im working extra hard fer this mth's pay . Sorry to say but I kinda forgot the updates fer tis Monday but fer sure , I had alot of laughter . =)

Didnt went sch today. Ate LJS AGAIN!
Im so gonna bring tapao food frm now onwards to start saving money . Hee!
Still having second thoughts whether should I or shouldnt I go w the outing ? Hmm .

Alright Im done here.

Nisa.

P/s :Might be deleting blog asap. Next will be FB etc .

2010-01-31T02:25:00.002+08:00

Mundane but relaxed .
Thank God its my off day today . Still , I'll be busy handling some matters outside. Like my Fcuka said (Sheril) : "Kao nie dh mcm businesswoman la etc" kan kan kan ? Hahaha!

I know Ive neglected outings & stuff but Im damn serious w what I wanna achieve for now & no one can stop me from doing what I love & want to do best .

Work yest was fun but unfortunately ,yest's sales sucks to the core! $300+ ?! Still , looking on the bright side , I wanna bumped in to tt guy again . He lighted up my day when he was just simply an unknown stranger to me. Ironically , I also bumped into this person twice eversince the last month of last year,December . Ive know some particular things abt him but he doesnt even have a clue abt me when he was just a person who added me in FB , same sch as me . Oh well , tukar topic .

From what I see right now , so far my life is balanced well .
Not much stress , unlike previously . I am glad tt I still managed to catch up w my studies despite working long hours etc.

P/s : Sabrena ! How could you & Wendy leave me all alone at Paragon when you people are at 313 ?! =( Sedih sak aku ! Hrhr! Miss you people so much , including Bibik . Sayang korang , muah!

Alright i gotta go get some sleep.
Need to be energized fer tmr .

Sayonara

Nisa

2010-01-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

Stalkers , lovely readers , you name it .
Im back people . Like tt matters right ? Ler . Ha ha ha !

Whoa , my blog is rather dusty than ever . So many things happened at once & I dont know where to start. It has been a vv hectic year for me , juggling w alot of things & having so many things to do be it physically or mentally . Somehow , I love it . Keeping myself busy is definitely the best way to forget my sorrows .

Sorrows ? Yea . Im under a terrible emotional roller-coaster etc wateva dot-dot-dot . I can go blank anytime when I think too much. I guess Ive let out my true colours to reveal & speak for itself huh ? Like people always say , there's a limit to one's patience . Ive changed . Had enough tolerating people's shits & stuffs . Attitude? Ego ? NO . Like it or not ,its just me . Im tired of always being there for people in need but when I REALLY need a shoulder to cry on , the people tt I expected to be there for me simply being a disappointment to me.In the end , Im left alone again crying out this inner pain & suffering to myself & it hurts vv much .

Unfortunately , things worsen when Im beginning to feel weak & aching all over my body.Hair loss , hypertension when I get myself vvvvvvvvvvvvvv tired & depressed .Trust me , its not my P. I forced myself to put on those smiles in front of people , be it at work ,school etc . I am totally shagged w EVERYTHING . I didnt realize im putting so much pressure to myself until Wendy , my colleague , noticed my pale face.

Answer to those qns ? Tired.
tts all.

When will I ever get to spend quality time for myself ? sighs .
Aint gonna happen tts for sure . Attachments coming . WoOOoooO . :S

Nisa.

2010-01-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

Pssssssssst . . . . . . .

Im backk for short while only.

Whoaaaa ! The fire is heating up at the beginning of 2010 . Do you feel the heat here or anywhere ? Hehs . Problems , spams , conflicts - you name it! These things dont matter to me at all as long as people didnt cross my line ,im cool . But right now , I dont think so I can relax cos I found out abt "something" which somehow pisses me off .

I dont wanna make any fuss here but please, I dont have to remind about respect. I hate beating around the bush here so I'll just let it out .

Leelee , you know what you gotta do right ? Stop asking on how you gonna settle the matter when automatically you should know what to do. Yes , everyone has their financial matters to settle but at the same time , you should know the responsibility of handling other people's property. I know it was an accident but too bad, these things are costly . If it were to belong to us sisters , we dont mind at all . The thing is , our elders have no idea abt tis YET so its better we clear these things BEFORE things go way out of hand. Trust me , when they figured tis out , misunderstandings could happen.You could regard tis minor to you but to us , it isnt. We ourselves hate to drag this matter etc but pls , do cooperate & try to understand us in tis. We give you time , hopefully you wont drag it long yea. Btw, I do this on my own accord . It has nothing to do w Char . If this happens to unsatisfy you etc , beep me up. Im trying to clear the air here , not creating a fuss. Ty.

Ive done my part here .
What's more to come ? We'll see .

Nisa.

2010-01-10T03:12:00.004+08:00

Will be AWAY , i guess ?

To Sheril ,
Gwe kangen sama loh! =( Bila mau jumpa deh ? Anything just text me aytes ? I'll be waiting . Next week , aku peh off day available fer meetup will be on Tuesday a.k.a Selasa , 12 Jan 2010, after 4pm . Laen hari aku peh scheduele pack giler babi punyaaaa . Pape just text jer , be it timing aku skola atao aku keje . Confirm aku leh respond call kao.Will be looking forward to your response & identifying your Mr.A , lols . =P

Glenn Ong & Jean Danker dropped by my outlet again yest but they didnt bought anything. Just a happy wave to me from em , ha ha! They rmb me ? Woah . Starstruckk , nyehehe! & i kept bumping into familiar faces recently . To me, these people are just my sour past , nothing special. People come & go mah ? :/

I might be a lil busy starting frm tmr due to upcoming exams,revisions & work . No time to spare fer blogging , check Fb,chat etc .Anything just text my cellphone , tts if you have my number laa dengs .My health has been vv poor recently & easy said , I wouldnt be able to tolerate ANY shits for now so dont cross the line people . Just do what you gotta do . -.-"

im off niggas.

Nisa.

2010-01-07T00:53:00.003+08:00

2010 , another roller-coaster ride & its gonna happen soon . I can sense it , I know I do. People who had a rough start at the beginning of the year will gain victory of blissful happiness in the end, if they passed through obstacles w perseverance & grace.

I can feel the stress & tension right now, damn right it is.I need to catch my breath before I make my next step.Alot of things to be done & I cant go lazing arnd anymore .I was damn shagged yest tt I had my sleep vv early . But then , I was awaken by Charr right before the clock strikes 12 . It breaks my heart to know what she's going through right now ,emotional breakdown. What happened to you Charr ? You gotta stay strong & fight back those sorrows of yours. I know its tough for you to face all tt but always believe , everything's gonna be fine. There is always a solution to every problem .

Im in need of someone to talk to right now , heart-to-heart talk. Felt v suffocated .

Now I know tt time is indeed vv precious cos when we tend to get v busy w our life , we couldnt even get to spare few mins of our time w loved ones , esp when duty calls .But tts not an excuse either right ? No worries, Im not referring to anyone here . Im just "overlooking at a situation" -wth ? Haha!

Okay before my craps go further , I better leave .

Nisa.

2010-01-06T00:03:00.005+08:00

This pic of mine was taken before work whereas Charr , dont know la when . Haha! I had nothing to do so I did some snapshots & noticed tt our pout seems similar kans ? Another pic spotted for similarities , again . Lols! I got nothing better to do right?? :)

Okay , Ive just arrived home from work . Actually , half an hour ago . Haha! Who am I kidding ? Today , I meant , yest , was rather relaxing fer me . Both at home & work .Ohh shoots! I'll be schooling later yet im not asleep ? So dead! Too relaxing I guess & yea , its pointless for me to head on w my "temporary-diet-of-less-carbohydrate-intake after 8pm" cos Ive gained weight , AGAIN . -.- " What to do ? Always being pampered at home & work . Makan makan makan! *tap forehead* -Aiyaaaaaaamak!

Arrrrrrrrrggh! Pimple outbreak! Ohh tidaaaaaaaaak! (stressed habes) Need to do some "readjustment" later , hmph!

Ive not ironed my uniform , prepared my books n shoes yet . What's happening to me ?! Im having deep thoughts abt my future & stuff . & I dont wanna get all messed up . Ya Allah , Engkau tabahkanlah hatiku ini dalam menghadapi segala dugaanMu dan jauhilah aku dari segala bisikkan syaitan nauzubillah . Amin .

Its been awhile I neglect my prayers & religious teachings . I have to do some catch-up . This year , one of my resolutions is to complete my last year's resolution which is a SO NEED to be done . For my good sake of course .

Alright , im off .

Nisa.

updated at 3.10am :

I feel like crying my hearts out right now . These tears just wouldnt flow , heart bleeds .Why must I return your call whenever you texted me ? Blamed myself non-stop for my stupidity . I guess I did tt cos I just wanna be there for you,as a friend , like I promised before .. I've seen & had enough of you yet I can never pull myself from you just to fulfil what I promised . More heartbreaking when you asked me "those questions" , when you should have asked me long long ago . Why now ?! I am sure, deep deep down inside , you must be wondering , why I've changed towards you right ? Guys w their ego . I should have asked you this question before we hang up on each other earlier . . . . . .

You went missing ,
I was busy .We couldnt reach one another .
You had her whereas I'm still leading my life like I always do ..yet .......

WHY DO YOU KEEP SEARCHING FOR ME WHEN YOU REALLY IN NEED OF SOMEONE TO VENT EVERYTHING OUT ? WHY ME WHEN WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE STRANGERS ? WHY ?!!

if you are a player , then im THE heartbreaker .
Gdluck boy .

2010-01-05T08:17:00.002+08:00

Wasssup! peeps .
I bet at this time , many are off fer sch or something . Whereas fer me ? Im at home hommies ! Lols! Another day of rotting at home . Will be working later at 4 .

Currently chatting w Adi , good thing tho . Early in the morning already have great companion , silliest things to complain abt . haha! Siblings off to sch , Baba off to work except fer Mama sleeping whereas Charr ? SKIPPING doh! Hahahah! yeap , you saw it . SKIPPING! "berkobar-kobar nie" - Charr . Bahahahahahahhaha! *Im giggling away to myself right now !* I tell you , this building can self-destruct due to her hopping up & down , haha!

Kay , tuka topic .

Actually in my mind right now , Ive been planning out what are my plans once Ive graduated frm ITE . continue studying or just work FT ? I dont wanna lose out on my education . I do have my own ambitions but no doubt abt it , there are still obstacles&struggles we have to face & endure .

alright im off , nak otf jap .

Nisa.

2010-01-04T02:06:00.007+08:00

I was browsing thru FB when i noticed some similarities in tis pic such as our hair colour , our eye shadow . "split identical" ? Haha! Diff is she has straight hair whereas mine is wavy , am I right Syaza ? ^-^

Morning juggleheads , i meant an early one . =)

Since im lazing my butt off w nothing to do , I changed my blogskin . Nice right ? Yea, imma person w split personalities which is why the blogskin keep changing , haha! Damn ! my eyesight is getting rather worst than ever . My night-blindness sucks to the core! Im typing out these characters slowly ,browsing for the right alphabets n stuff . Its suffocating n annoying ! ERGH!

Great news for me , wont be sch-ing today! I still havent had my Typhoid injection & it needs to be done a.s.a.p since NEA already surveyed Tamp outlet .Before I kena fine , its betta I get my injection done . So sweet of both family & friends of mine who are willingly to accompany me to polyclinic tmr but sorry guys, Mama & Char will be acc me. is my P coming again cos lately I sensed tt I easily get so f*ckedup abt something , easily annoyed n my appetite increased tremendously ????

&& I am craving fer McSpicy! Anyone ? Heehee!

k im off .

Nisa.

Happy & Fresh Start Of the New Year 2010

2010-01-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

How was my new year ?

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It was AWESOME & SUPERB , i swear! =P

Went out fer outing w my happy pills,as planned .As usual la kan , masing-masing janji melayu mah ? Lols! Except fer Aida .Khair's Gf, Hidayu, tagged along . Supposed to meet by 1.30pm in the end , at 2pm we gathered, hahaha ! V sorry yea mates <3

& so, we took bus frm City Hall to Orchard , loitering arnd Wisma Atria to meet-up w Ayu & Hadi since they had something on earlier. While waiting , Nadia & Rika went to Cotton On to get new footwear. All gathered , proceed to Cash Studio fer la-la-la session , hee! Somewhere arnd town .Booked our place , had drinks n stuff . Ape lagiiiiiiiiii , nyanyi laa kiter , haha! Hilarious momentos . Esp when we lost our voices ,testing fer high-pitch songs & forget our lyrics, haha! All talents were revealed & I was vv impressed w the talent tt my people had , female singers . Ha ha! Unfortunately la kan , Ayu & I forgot to bring our camera , wtf! Didnt get to snapshot & record vids but its ok , we had great GREAT fun afterall .

After tt , headed to Lau Pa Sat fer dinner. Like FINALLY, Khai get to tag along since he finished his work earlier . Smart move by taking cab to meet us just in time , haha ! Member kene ketok 2o lebih fer cab fare , HAHAHA! & so ordered our food , satay , prawns , stingray , murtabak -you name it! Bloated akuu ! duit pon bnyk klua , hahaha! Khair had his ginger milk tea , which was EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW ! If he farts , damn , its gonna be one of a hell fer us i tell ya . -.-"

Smoke , chilled den went home .
Hopefully we get to do more outings in future .^^ Too bad Fir, Shirley & Apen didnt get to tag along =( Next time kay ? Oh yarr , Khai was so sweet to send me back home when i didnt asked him to do so actually , -.- , haha. The thought tt matters , thnks Khai *winks* Summore wanna buy fer me Roasted Chestnuts tt I craved for (when i was just kidding) ? smpi sanggop turon teck y nk beli kan , haha! its ok la , i was just kidding anw .

Kla , im shagged . Thnks to Adi too fer making my day when finally we online n get to chat our hearts out abt EVERYTHING , hee hee hee! Thnks fer the compliment ^^ I've thanked so many people already today , lols .

alright , im out .

photos on FB - credits from Syaza , Rika , Ayu .

Nisa.

2009-12-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

Heard something ? KA-CHING!

Yessa , finally pay is in. My v first pay , as always , a struggle at the start moreover Baba hasnt get a job yet , still searching fer one . I'll always pray fer the best fer Baba =) Fortunate fer us , i've got a job & still can support my family , even at the smallest part & Ela got her bursary award etc . which can also help to enlighten our financial difficulties at the moment .

Will be gg to polyclinic fer my Typhoid injection (did i spell it wrongly or something?) in the morning & after tt will be meeting Nana Ciner at J.E before heading to work . Tmr will be gg out w my ite mates . Frankly , i am not looking-forward to it tt much since some people backout last min . A lil disappointed tho but yea, they have their own reasons . Still , praying hard tt everything will run smoothly tmr . Please eh :/

Cousins went home already . Left us 3 ladies sleeping at the living room whereas the lil kiddos at Mama's bedroom since Baba's out . currently chatting w Sheril , Ayu & Nadia . Ayu , thnks alot fer everything . Sheril !! Lols! You've lost alot of weight babe ! im proud of ya ! kanchiong eh aku , hahahhaha!

Nisa.

2009-12-30T03:48:00.002+08:00

"Everything happened for a reason indeed & God has always been fair to us all " - I believe in tt . Things turned out to be different but in the end , it leads to one answer . Never & i mean NEVER trust anybody esp guys who just wanna enjoy till they drop dead i guess? Oh dont bother ask why . I have my own reasons . Find yours .

Received a text msg from someone who reappears from the dust , as always. Called him since my pp8 dead. Nothing new , did some catch-ups & sindir-menyindir . Pfft! Heh heh heh , like finally you yourself revealed your true colours to me & you didnt noticed it ? Pity pity . Lucky for me tt we werent together & I knew we wouldnt , eventhough you had a crush on me previously . I had my last cry & laugh over you . Enough la sayang , be it you or "him" . Senang kater , once a matrep , always a matrep - jackass . ^-^

"Take A Bow"

Imma happy single lady tt loves to watch karma falls upon these kind of guys ,seriously . You hurt a faithful one , dont regret for the next cos he/she is gonna hurt you deep , WAY deeper than u did before . Enough said .

Its already the 30th ?
So fast ??? I have not made my 2010 resolutions yet , mcm phm -.- "
Pay day is drawing vv near & i got lotsa things to do ! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo . .

Nisa.

2009-12-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hey ya :P
Suddenly felt like blogging . Bored laa ! =/

Glad to say tt work fer now so far so good . Kecoh punyaaa ! Much much better if my schedulele clicks w Ayu & Sab . My kaki-gereks at work , lols! Yea , im sorry tt ive been rather busy at work tt i hardly spend time w my family,esp my siblings . =( In order to make up to em , I bought FA cookies. At least tt can help to put up some smiles on their face . They loved it ! :) Im supposed to have my off-day today but I decided to cover fer Ayu & at the same time avoiding myself from working w "boredom" on the next day . Only Ayu knows wat , *giggles*

Maybe before I head off fer work today , I'll pay a visit to Khai's workplace fer a while . surprise him laa kan , nyehe! Alot of things are going thru in my mind right now , all jumbled up . I got to sort things out one at a time . Relaaaaaaaaaaaaaax mah ? * Cha & Ela is playing a funny indon song which reminds me of Pinklady's babygirls* Awwww ! I miss em right now , eventhough at times feel like strangling em cos always stick to their bibik ,pfft! (nty krg , aku dpt krg , aku jitak2 kepale krg!) Lols! A dialogue somewhere . ^-^

alright , i gotta go have my shower n dinner .

toodles .

Nisa

2009-12-28T00:08:00.001+08:00

I wanna go to Marina Barrage ...

I am craving fer Popeyes ...

&& lastly ...

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a new handphone ! :(

2009-12-27T02:47:00.003+08:00

OMGay ! Its 2.51am & im still awake ?! I am soooooooo gonna drop dead at work today !

Just returned home from somewhere after work . Celebrated Leah's bdae w workmates & it was fun! Too bad tt some had curfews & stuffs so they had to make a move first . Ayu , thnks fer everything aytes ? Dont brood so much over minor things which can be ignored. Take things slowly & one at a time .

I cant deny the fact tt temptation towards a______ existed earlier but thnkfully, with my strong determination & confidence , aisehhman , i pulled through.Next time , I gotta check out the "place" first before I go . It was frigging cold just now & kept running to & fro the toilet after having umpteen times of drinks ? Lols! Cartoon sak . Sab had the same situation too , haha! Some more , this annoying manager of mine , Fion, kept disturbing me throughout the night . Daaaaannng! Haha! But she's cute laa & im fine wit it . Tts called entertainment mah , haha!

Im way behind time fer my project . Hopefully I get to finish my project (my part only) by next week since my norm scheduele is BACCKKK ! *evil laughs* Cant wait fer my pay ! So many things to settle ! Most are my needs than wants -.-" pfft! nehmind . Second pay .

_|_ guys . Sorry , im just being random here .
No time to entertain despos ,serious sh*t . I am damn busy wit my life right now . Love commitments ? POSTPONED TILL WHEN IM 21?

im off .

Nisa.

2009-12-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

Mates , let's go watch this movie shall we ? *evil look* nyehehe!

well as you can see , Ive changed my blogskin once again just to kill time & boredom.yea,ive removed my tagboard fer now maybe ? or till whenever ? supposed to get some sleep & be energized fer tmr yet . . . sigh .~ currently chatting wit Suryanti & updating one another bout hols & stuff .

My throat hurts real bad! DRY & PAINFUL which leads to sore throat . wth! Yest , I was rather clumsy & dumb at work . Suaaaaaaaaay! (1) - Trip & fell at the front counter while getting a drink , lucky tt no one noticed except fer ChirFang . :P (2) -Cut my hand accidentally due to the sharp metallic element thingy while sweeping the floor . (3) - Lost my voice outta sudden while serving customers. Still , I endured all the way & enjoyed my working moments . Should /Shouldnt I go to ___ wit my workmates tonight ? :\

My appetite increased recently .

Very bad indeed , esp when I reflect back on how terrible I gobbled up my food when im terribly hungry . Aiyoyo! Despite those clumsy & sour moments yest , I did had some sweet momentos tho , hee! & Ayu , v sorry tt I didnt went home wit your friend yest . Im not ready fer anything yet . Too laid back I guess. We'll see how it goes in future maybe ? =)

ok im off .

Im still having some thoughts in deleting both my blog & FB . maybe MSN too but I'll just delete one acct & keep the other one .

Nisa .

2009-12-22T00:24:00.003+08:00

Dannnng ! Its raining baby , in the middle of the night ! . . . . I love it! Too bad I've run out of ciggs *sad face,boohoo*

Well , it was my off day yest . Still , Im busy. Overslept till 11 plus am when Im supposed to get ready to meet peeps @ wdlands lib by 12 for our project. Turns out to be a disappointment when only 3 turned up ?(Suryanti's excused since she had to attend family stuff) Seriously , im sick of excuses already . Some are just plain inconsiderate & hypocrites . Guys , when will you ever change * shake head*

What's done is done & we still have to go on as planned.We squeezed all creativity minds of us from our weak brains since we didnt had breakfast & was in a rush for meeting . Had our tasks given partially & discussed etc . The aircon in the lib yest was f*cking cold & I was f*cking shivering like hell in there fer hours! Did some last min touch-ups & OUT . Had a few puffs before we went on seperate ways .Thnks Ariani & Apenny fer making the time & effort to pull this through fer a while . =)

Met Sheril darla at her crib & went to wdlands centre fer lunch at KFC . Her treat , thnks babe! We had alot of catch-ups. *chuckles* This world is round , what happens in the past can return back to be our future . We can never know or predict.My body felt very weak while chatting away wit Sheril , felt like I was out of air & abt to faint . Ignored . Imma strong lady =) Bid gdbye , went home . Slacked , hen lei liao!

i think im gonna have a sore throat soon .
one after the other , just great :/

Nisa.

2009-12-21T01:38:00.004+08:00

Felt like crying , but no more tears left to flow . Im in dilema , yea , tts the perfect word to describe my feelings right now . :/ I do miss you very much but im sorry , I just dont trust this category of human beings , guys . Its better to be a heartbreaker than being a sober. Muah!

Still , i gotta live my life to the fullest right ? Gotta remain positive & just go with the flow (chill) . Oh well , morning juggleheads :) I just cant get my butt off to sleep . Seems to be a lil hyper today at work & get to cabot frm work once in awhile fer some "puffs" w Wendy , my colleague .Damn flabby fats & pimple outbreak! My P is done & so do you body-bacteria-germs wateva ,ergh! -.-!! Shoo!

currently chatting w Sheril darla while listening to songs .
Pelikkk sungguh niarie kan ? hahaha! PELIK skali , WEIRD . lols! confused sista .hopefully get to meet ya later :) kite tok-tok , gossips , tssss! sizzling hot punyaa , huahuahua! Today OFF day , hooray! but but but ...gotta meet up w mates to complete project . huhuhu :( busy again . nvm , at least tt helps to enlighten us by not brooding so much over our sorrows right ?

Duit duit duit duit , banyak banyak dokkkk! (Dance Bailalo chorus tune , lols!) I did tt cos PAY DAY is drawing near , heee! Hooray hooray! Ka-ching ,ka-ching .

signing off .

Nisa.

2009-12-19T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hey motha f *ckas :/

Oh well , Im home from work much earlier than I always do . I am glad tt my colleagues understood my health condition w/out me informing em . & fer tt , they told me to go home & rest well since ive been working for long hours the whole week . Not to forget , next week too . Thnks Sabrina fer replacing me =) VV much appreciated .

& now im home , still not changed & bathed . -.-"

currently chatting w Khair abt our "plans" on 1st Jan .kecooh pa ? haha! hopefully everything runs smoothly . insyaallah . cpt la mase berlalu !! i have so many things in mind tt i gotta do . . . .

i dunnoe y im feeling very annoyed w everything n everyone arnd me tt im easily pissed off at even minor situations . trust me ,it's not my P .feel like screaming the hell out of me to someone who needs to be yelled at , hehs . at the same time , im chuckling n giggling away ,watching Nacho Libre. Hilarious I should say ! =D

alright , signing off frm here .
*stomach rumbling*

Nisa.

2009-12-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

Looks like im so gonna have a fever real sooooon!

Too busy having fun at work (tired at the same time of course) , making plenty of new friends(kaki gereks while smoke break) & bz ton- ing w dearest kuzzy,Zila from late night till the next morning (even when I knew I had to work tt morning till closing) . Now whats wit the colours sia ?? Haha!

Damn! My head is giddy whereas my neck is f*cking stiff . Still, I love my job! Wooots! 2 days ago, 2 guys made my day. I felt very blessed & loved ,lols! Dont get it wrong readers . Just friends . Thnks Khai fer fetching me from work whereas thnks Adi fer accompanying me throughtout the lonely night till morning via phone call =) You guys were very concerned fer me & my health . I appreciate it . Syg korang bnyk2 <3333

I am praying hard fer tt someone to get the job i offered to her so tt we could be "neighbours" . you know who you are darling! =P let it be a secret fer now . hahs! counting days till pay day & i wanna say CONGRATS TO KHALILA FER MAKING IT TO SEC 5 ! =) yer aku tao aku kene blanje kao . -.-" lols!

alright , im off.
*middle finger up* to LOSERS like ya! - Hahahahahahhaha! Fake .

tsk tsk tsk .

Nisa.

2009-12-15T13:47:00.002+08:00

Olaa juggleheads =P
Now , wtf wit Mixpod or MyFlashFetish ??? Irritating sh*t you know .
Ahh wateva . :/

Can my days get any better ? Im down with period & pimple outbreak . Bloody Ps.Had terrible moodswings & everything doesnt seem right to me now . It's like...suffocating in thick & misty air. I gotta get out .Might be going out to LotOne later wit Char to check fer new shoes. I need one or 2 pairs asap ,be it fer work or sch.

Nothing to do , just checking my FB & updating songs at my mp3 .I cant wait fer pay day! I need new clothes! Im having wardrobe malfunction . :\ Looks like my workmates & I had something in common fer our pay - new waves fer our hair , hee! Once in a while pamper ourselves kan ?

Dang !! Im having stomach cramps now . I forgot , its my 2nd day of torture , P.

Gotta run . . . . . *woosh*

Nisa.

2009-12-14T11:11:00.003+08:00

I swear im missing you people already =( Look above,Aida is missing -.- .Still, i miss you all laa! Except For Ayu cos we always meet before&after work , lols ! =P

gosh im still shagged . for this week only 2 days off after days of long hrs of working -.- can somebody pls date me out or smth cos im bored,lonely,tired,sad . -you name it. im losing my appetite.

i betta get ready fer work . gotta meet Ayu before work . my back is aching due to promotion, another sucky thang! bright side ? Yest , Denise Keller , MTV VJ, drop by at my outlet . Woots! Damn I envy her! She's pretty =)

alright im off .

Nisa.

2009-12-12T01:31:00.002+08:00

I'll just make simple & quick update here .

Today is Suryanti's Birthday . Finally 18 ,lols! I've wished you at msg & Fb. Now blog. I dont want to find out tt I forgot my bestf's bdae or watsoeva . Hereby noted again , HAPPY LEGALLY 18TH BIRTHDAE DARL ! :) Surprise ? Just wait one day kay ? ... Heehee!

Damn! I think my health is getting poor recently . I am lacking of sleep,rest . You name it . But its been great though tt my couzin Zila is here . Get to smoke alot & lepak in the wee hrs of e morning , lols! We had long talks abt relationships & stuff . Hang in there sista . You know tt you are way much stronger than tt asshole . You know who .

Malu nyer akuu pt tmpt keje . I arrived work , put my stuffs in the drawer ,wear my apron & get busy. I was supposed to do promotion at the start . Imagine readers ,for the hell 50mins outside the shop promoting business to public , I wore my apron wrongly & it was damn obvious - TERBALEK ! Aiyooooooooooooooooo ! Lucky tt Nurul notify me abt it . Sigh . This is what happens when workaholic lack of rest -.-

k im off .

Nisa.

2009-12-09T03:10:00.002+08:00

Countdown HOURS till WIM Test -.-"

countdown of days till ...

-Syaza's / Suryanti's Bdae .

& lastly .........

HOLIDAYS .

hopefully this another 3week "vacation" of mine isnt a total bore like I sense its gonna turnout be. I need some magic!

2009-12-08T03:21:00.003+08:00

I cant deny that my mind is going haywire with negative thoughts . All I need is just to let these tears flow but .. it's just so hard for me .

.... Im lost in wonders right now , really I am .

Wanted to share with closed ones but .... words cant describe the real emotions & stress Im going through right now . I hate myself for now . Really . Those thought & feelings disgust me but Im just like any human beings having the same sulky feelings.

Studies ? S.O.S!

Im weak .
VERY weak . Does anybody notice it ? None .

Nisa .

Emotional

2009-12-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

This is how I feel right now .
Damn complicated . Its better left unsaid ,yet again .

All I need for now is some readjustment back in my life . So far , I achieved partly some of my wants but Imma slacker at my needs . Damn ! Its just my studies tat worries me right now . I do admit tat Imma very VERY slow learner,which is why I NEED people who has high perseverance & tolerance to guide me all the way to success . Im struggling :S

Mama has been asking abt my pay day . Im so gonna tell her not to put her high hopes on me again cos my pay is not as much as my previous jobs before whereby I can settle my monthly internet bills , which is f*cking costly . Tat is why I dont get my wants due to this . Sorry Mama , I guess i've had enough . Im old enough to know abt my responsibilities & my rights . & u dont have to remind me abt all tat . I know what im doing & all i need from people arnd me is just trust . I dont need bullshit faces & craps just to show me what is right & wrong .

Im very emo at the moment .
I guess I need to be alone sometime .

Nisa .

Oh dear . :(

2009-12-05T09:10:00.003+08:00

*coughs* dust off blog ,spic&span .
Its the weekend already ? :P omgay , still i had to work today .Overall work is fun+tiring+crap ? But yest's work was way WAY betta . Ayu was arnd , i mean BOSS . :P Sabrina was kecoh , lols! MOOOOO ~

Imma PT yet how the heck did I manage working 5days per week @long hrs when I shouldnt ? Why NOT ?! Cos my studies have been slacking ,eventho Im making up fer my attendance .Shoots! Got a ear-in-ear-out lecture frm Ms Lee . I know she meant well but pls , I know myself better . Never put your high hopes on me cos imma heartbreaker & a good disappointment to others . Trust me , been there , done tt ,alot of times & repeating . . . .

Suddenly recently i miss those guys who made my life go haywire when im leading a happy life , lols! Seriously . I was damn f*cking glad to see Afro in sch yest . -Gorgeous , I shld say ? Sounds wrong fer a guy right ? Haha ! But tts what I feel . Alalalala , cute nyer dier still wit his cartoonic voice . :) My mind doesnt seem to stop thinking abt this one particular person . *secret* I dont know why his face keeps playing in my mind at times ,eventhough Im very busy working . Is he missing me too ,again ? In the past , he missed me too much tat I fell sick siots ,high fever , haaha! Found out frm him , :) .

Oh December , speed up your pace! I want $$ , wanna go out wit my ready-list-of-friends plus someone. *long sigh* I apologise to those people who I turned down fer outings or etc . This mth is a hectic mth fer me ,really . Hope you people understand aytes ? TY .

kay im done.
My heart is pumping fast , awaiting fer his respond .

Nisa .

So confused

2009-11-30T03:22:00.002+08:00

Look at the time .
Im mugging . -.-" Today will be FDM's ppr . Bad start of the morning , kept to&fro the toilet . Had a bad tummyache , either period or diarhoea . Maybe Im nervous ? Or anything ?

Sorry people . Im just confused & lost right now . Need to settle down . So many things in my mind right now . Happy news fer me is tt Char managed to get fer me the tshirt tt I wanted , thnks to her blogshop . Yeay me! *claps* Imma happy person to get tt shirt cos tt shirt reminds me of the first date I had wit [C] . Only tt mine is black whereas his is white .

Speaking of [C] , he called me last Sunday morning arnd 2plus am in the morning ? Caught things up . Missed me lots ? Same here but .. I knew all these will happen , I knew it would . My instincts were damn f*cking right tt things will turn out this way & im left to make a choice . Im trying my very best not to think so much abt all these shits cos I dont wanna be at the losing end & being hurt once again . Oh never! Status of mine right now ? ITS VERY F*CKING COMPLICATED !! Im caught in between . I guess im better off being friends with both & just lead my singlehood back ? *winks*

*long sigh* Money no more , pp8 dying . Sheril , very sorry ku tk kol or text kao balek . I have been vv bz laa sista :( Summore exams plus work . Kao fhm2 laa kan .Still , anything text me aytes ? I'll try my very best to respond . Love ya babe !

Wont be using the comp much since im busy wit alot of things & Mama refrain us all frm using the comp , just to save electricity . Still , imma bad girl sneaking using the comp while everyone is asleep , lols!

okay people .
sayonara .

NISA .

Untittled

2009-11-28T13:27:00.002+08:00

More pics on FB . Tons of it ! haha!

Anyways , my hectic scheduele is abt to start . Had my BTL early in the morning . I owe Khai a treat fer accompanying me , hehs . Wait till my pay day alright ? Yest was fun ! I meant when we arrived at Chai Chee . Dont wanna mention abt the "other side" . Boring & pathetic .

Met up wit grandparents ,aunts & uncles , cousins ! At last , AYAM MASAK MERAH! My personal favourite ! Hahahaa! Although my head was so giddy right after smoking & chilling wit cousins , I still enjoyed my day there . Awww ! My new-born kuzzy is damn cute ! ANIQ DANISH! Heeh! His pic at FB . Sad thing is tat abg Iwan & family didnt get to join us yest cos he was just recovering from his accident . Aiyoo ! -.-"

Currently , 3 kuzzies of mine is sleeping over at my crib . Kecoh laa umah aku ! Lols! Its fine wit me though cos at least they get to entertain & play arnd wit my siblings while im doing my thang here .

kay im done .

NISA[A]

Life spin , up & down .

2009-11-27T10:32:00.003+08:00

To all Muslims in Spore & wherever ,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI SEMUANYAAAA ! :D

Okay , very sorry . No pictures will be uploaded fer today , lazy . Haiyooo ! Help me! My pimple face is back , which means another insulting topic fer Jun Wei . Arrrrrrgh! No way ! I aint gonna give tt chance to him, NEVER ! Mama Baba ! Gwe mau sikit uang bisa nggak ? Mau beli obat utk muka ini deh :(

On the brighter side , Adi called yest! Happy akuu , hahaa! Damn , miss him too . We had a great talk yest plus his "selenger" & "slumber" jokes fer me to laugh at . Hahaa ! He's the best guardian angel I've had cos he really knows what I need & what Im hiding abt ,despite not telling him . Besides that , his motivational words of advice & support really helps me alot in overcoming unwanted situations . Nobody knows , only we do , nyehe ! Thanks fer the joy you brought to me yest buddy :)

Kay my mind goes blank suddenly :S

Oh wait!

PROMOTE! PROMOTE! LOLS!
Do me a favour kind readers ??

http://www.flea-closet.blogspot.com
Click it juggleheads ,
help Charr clear her closet :P

Pretty clothes at a cheap&reasonable prices . Of course , some are negotiable so do ask aytes ? So far, Ela & I are her co-partners fer now but the owner remains the same , Charr :) Let's go blogshopping people =)

Im done .
Im nervous fer Monday & on 9Dec .
Ayue seems very glad tt I will be working at the same outlet as her , lols! Hahah! Cant wait to get my ass off working . Ayue , kita kasi kecoh punyaaa lah! Huahuahua!

Bye .

//NISA[A]

2009-11-26T07:25:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Shirley !
May you be blessed with happiness & wealth , gong xi gong xi ! Haha !

Will I get to update a proper post soon ?

Yes , but not now . Grr !
Distractions . -.-
Anyways , hopefully Im not lazy enough to upload the pics fer yest . Haha !

Ok im off .

//NISA[A]

Blove just melts my heart each day ..

updated at 10.34pm ;

Today's overview . (mcm phm)

-went to meet Bestgirl ,Sheril at Cwp's Banquet . (miss her loads siaaa!)
-had breakfast wit her mum & lil sistas . (Thnks fer e treat Cik! :D )
-went on seperate ways . Left Bestgirl & me . wandering arnd in Cwp , ate ice-cream while doing some catch-ups &laughters at McCafe.
-bought Sushi at ColdStorage & sat nearby Wdland civic to continue our gossips & laughters .
-met wit her mum & sistas again . (congrats to her sis fer passing her PSLE :] )
-wandered arnd at WdlandsCentral Chkpt .
-window-shopping & shopping(fer Bestgirl)
-leg aching . grrr !
-bid gdbye .

My scheduele is gonna be hectic starting from coming Saturday .
Wish me luck people :)

2009-11-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

Olaa amigos !

Will be back wit updates aytes ?
Meanwhile , I have very good news to share !

At last , finally .......................

I got a job !!!!!!! Yeay me ! *claps*

& oh , I had fun slacking at TampOne with both friends & sisters of mine . Kecoohhh !

kk , i gotta go .
I gotta shower first . Mama dh bising . Ergh!

Bye .

//Nisaa

Wonders .

2009-11-24T07:24:00.005+08:00

Morning juggleheads ! :P

Here are some overdue pics(outing w sistas) and sneak previews of pics wit my ite clan . Too bad Ariani , Apen , Rika & Nadia wasnt in the pics yest cos they werent in sch . too bad :( next time aytes ? More pics uploaded at my FB . Very lazy to upload here cos tons of pics coming in soon ! Am imma camwhore here ? NEH! Haha !

Im impressed wit Char fer setting up her own partnership-business wit LeeLee & from what I see , the response are overwhelming . Congrats Char fer your success ! Keep going & go on steady kay babe ? & btw , I was very touched indeed when you wanted to swap items wit Fieza ,just to get me the shirt I wanted ! AWWW ~ Mamanceh beb! Lols! I owe you one , or more .

Yea people . I've top-up my pp8 so Sheril , "call me beep me if you wanna reach me" :) I got your back whenever you need me aytes ? Aku bz ke tak doesnt really matters at all as long as aku tgk kao happy instead of being lonely , eventho kao tknk admit . Peace bebeh!

Erm , maybe after this I wont be updating much cos busy revising fer upcoming exams ? Not to ferget, project . I wont give up just yet ! *Screams to Aida & Ariani* S.O.S!

K chao .

//NISA[A]

updated news :
BTW ,forgot to blog tt while I was on my way to sch , bumped into Syuhada (ex-schmate ,friend) . She's 8mths pregnant & she looks elegant to me :) Of course laa ,babygirl kan ? Seri muka tumpah pt bbygirl , awwww ! I just love our baby conversation on the train tt day , lols! Best seh!!! Hahahaha!Oh yea, Khai was laughing away at me -.- Yes, Im obsessed with babies ! Ler .

Camera Hooks -

2009-11-23T07:57:00.005+08:00

Olaa amigos!

im kinda in a rush , gg to sch later .
i'll update soon aytes ?
Enjoy the pics .

Pics taken yest (Kenduri) , & last Saturday's outing wit my girls to Bedok etc .Just a lil momentos . The rest I'll upload later maybe ? Depends on my mood .

Bbye babies :)

Sweet Dreams On A Beautiful Nightmare .

2009-11-21T08:23:00.006+08:00

Sweet Dreams On A Beautiful Nightmare ..

Oh shoots! Early in the morning already f*cked up! Where the bloody hell is my Mp3 ? I never misplace it but people "SWAP places" wit it ! tk fhm tu kao peh psl! The other thing tat really really makes me wanna punch someone in the face is when people tend to intrude my privacy by reading my unread msg before I do ! I swear I HATE these kind of people .well too bad , I have one of a kind & dont wanna say who . - Can anybody just offer their face to be punched on cos I NEED IT RIGHT NOW! Grrr~

Yest was another suck day fer me . Bore in sch , shits at home . Why must people wreck up minor & unwanted probs ? I simply dont understand . In the end , my flu & fever returned & I send myself to sleep . Easy right ? Thought of having my medical check-up today but it seems like there isnt a need yet so yea ,next time maybe .

Looking on the bright side of my life , Blove msged me yest when I was on my way home frm sch . I was halfway asleep in the train but then was awake again by Blove's msg . You made me smile all the way & end up , cant get myself to sleep . So chitty chatty wit Bff .

Khai , if you are reading this , good fer you . Do tkcr bro , dont think so much abt your problems . Still , life has to go on & dont ever turn back when you have taken the next & right step . If there's still any , settle your problems one at a time kay ? Chill brudder . ALWAYS chill . Of course its fine to let out your anger or sadness once in a while but when you think back , all you need is just closure to your problems & things will turn out to be fine again . Its okay if you cant otf w me yest since you 're tired cos I was too , hahahaha! Aku tertdo >.<" Penat doh . i guess im done wit my shits here . Gotta get something to munch on . I noticed tt my appetite is decreasing day by day . Good thing ? K bye .

// NISA[A]

editted at 11.39am;
photo taken from Shirley's blog .

Mp3 found , inside the same bag tt i looked for . I took out everything from the bag & it wasnt there. Second check , there it was . Strange ? Another case, Mama was searching everywhere for her charger which went missing , not at its usual place . when looked back again , there it was . Getting strangier than ever ? I bet there was an "uninvited child" passed by my house . Wanna know what's my conclusion ?

.................................................

Toyol .

Forever in my heart

2009-11-20T04:01:00.002+08:00

Olaa amigos =)

oh well , early/late updates i guess ?
its already 4am . wondering why im not asleep yet ? dont be . its the same answer , you bet . Yest , I was down wit a very bad & heavy flu . Not to forget , high-temp fever . Yet , I made it to sch . Eyebags appearing . -.-'

Though I was very sick , I can never get myself to settle down just to get some rest . I had to fight back this illness cos I know , once im sick & kept thinking abt it , it will just get worst . & so , thnks to my darlings & heroes in sch fer making my day . Addition to tat , they were very caring & concerned when we were on our way to slack at Expo before heading home (usual). Tts bcos there was a heavy drizzle to em , but to me , slight . So I decided to just walk ahead of em in the rain despite the jacket Ariani borrowed to me . Kecoh ! They were shouting at me just to get myself covered from the rain. Lols! But I just love tt moment whereby all of us ran & laughed together in the rain while we were on our way to Expo . =) Despite the bad weather & the sickness im having , the laughter within us never stop . You see , w/out any of your friends , your life can never be complete right ?

I feel very fortunate to get to know em better tis year .

Will I make it fer sch later ??? insomnia , flu ,fever .
Anyways , i feel much better cos Blove msged after 6days of not love-texting ? Haha . Pp8 low kans , what to do ? hehs . endure Bbylove , endure . *winks* <3

Got alot of things to do later in sch . Headache.
Yest was a bad luck day fer me (ciggs,chilli sauce) -insidejoke . selengerr sak aku! aiyo malu ! hahaaha! Hopefully today wont be a disaster . =X

//NISA[A]

2009-11-17T08:54:00.002+08:00

Picture of the day !

I can never stop laughing whenever I browse the pics in Charr's hp & tis pic pops out , lols! She is just so so cute that I always bite my lips , geraaamm ! k im trippin ' , haha . Well , it's almost 9am . Gotta have my shower later & head for sch . Waiting for Suryanti's/Aida's wake-up call & Khai's msg - to alert me for sch . sweet kan drg ? Hahaaaha!

Oh btw , sadly to say that anytime my hp will be R.I.P , tt cute hp of mine . ='( I dont have any spare hp to use , still in my heart , my hp is irreplaceable cos it always tolerate wit my stupid accidents( i always drop my hp carelessly ) & it's a gift from dearest Baba for my bdae . Worst , ytd while acc Shirley smoking outside of sch , I saved my Ez-link card from dropping instead of my hp ! After tt , I got nags pet-pot from girlfriends , lols! What an unlucky day .

add on to tt , bumped into someone ytd . Quickly walked to Jurong Bus int , & bid gdbye to Khai there . =X

Sigh ~ Too bad , [A] & I 's pp8 dead . Tk dpt nk lepaskan rindu . Endure jer luhh . =( imissyou .. wat else kan ..

kgo , im off .

// NISA[A]

Weekend w darls .

2009-11-16T02:36:00.005+08:00

Olaa amigos =)

shoots!look at e time . its almost 3am & im not asleep ? Plus , im schooling ! lols! Well , alot of things are in my mind right now but I just cant express everything here. Slowly maybe ? Oh yea , finally, get to change blogskin . Love the layout , but HATE the heading fonts . ergh ! spoil .

So yest (Sunday) , Sheril & I went to TTSH to visit sick Aunt & bumped into Cha .Went to visit together & nenek was there . paiseh cos we didnt get to buy some gifts for her yet we get to eat her spaghetti , lols! She offered , so yea , we gobbled up ! just kidding . =P Talked about stuffs n then , we set off to Town . Accompanied Cha to look at her "new environment" . You know what right sis ? Hee ! Seriously , I had to withstand wit Sheril's pyscho over Super Juniors . =.= But , same for me , Im gg crazy over 1 or 2 of em ! Lols! Sorry Sorry ! Huahuahua ! Took some pictures , at the same , common venue , haaha! Haiyooh ! I bet they were dead beat , walking to & fro in Town , laughing all the way over the stupidiest thing , haahaa! Sheril Sheril , you did make our day wit your Super Junior dance in the train otw home , haahaaa!! Anyways , thnk you fer the company darl =) Saranghae !

K best . After my laptop , my little handphone is making ANOTHER problem . Wat else ? Prepaid almost *toot* . Sighs~ Have to endure not msging wit Blove. The last & sweetest reply after telling him tt I couldnt msg him anymore - " U igt jer , ily" Actually there's more sweetest msgs than this only tat , hehs . . Privacy luhh kans .* =) Browsing & reading the msgs I had from [A] makes me smile,eventhough for a while .

Alright , im done .
Wont be having beauty sleep tonight .

// NISA[A]

iloveyou just the way you are - Blove .

there's a limit to one's patience

2009-11-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

Before i go any further , just wanna say to those strangers out there , never , i mean NEVER try to piss any of us kay ? Us ? Who ? Ohh ... there above . atas-atas punya olang(pic) . winks* Fyi , fer Ela & me , we go steady , lazy to entertain any fuss but as fer Cha & Zila ( i mean kak Titin) , .... erm , dont add fuel to fire , if there's any uhh cos .. it will just be worst , larger than life punyaa. Just read the post title , tts all .

Bloghopped to Ela's blog . Saw unpleasant & unwanted tags . K case dh over , i hope . Just wanna remind , we dont need any life quotes from anybody cos we dont live to please anyone . Just mind your manners & know your limits , tts all . Aku sabar , sabar jugak tapi masing2 mesti mau phm uhh limit k darls ? Too bad Cha was by my side earlier n she wasnt happy seeing the mess on her sister's blog . As such, she did what she did . Let's just bring peace to this world instead of creating war and shits . BORING . ermm people , suck eggs anyone ? Laugh my fucking ass out ! Sap bopleh mau ? uhh tu aku fhm . Seriously , next time , dont try to teach elders , maklumlah , dh terlebih makan garam kan ? Muah! k Fanana , Cha & I have said enough . Between you & Ela , tkmo kecoh pt cyber kay ? Tk suker , tk happy , one on one , meet at public , talk in private . NOBODY is at liberty to interfere . Kiter sisters tkkan kacao , kalo yg laen-laen pon tk kacao or tambah . Dont add fuel to fire . Alright . Peace . No offence .

mcm sekejap gytu darah up-up . Lagy sikit dh nk ..... *toot* Cha knows what , right ? =) K cool . Went to BBDC early in the morning . Thnks Khai fer everything . I owe you one . && I was very happy tat Sheril msged me in the morning just to wish me gdluck ? haahaa! Its just a lesson luhh Ril . Still , it was sweet of you ! Muah! Hahaha! && ADIIII !!! mane loh ? gwe rindu sama loh !! pp8 aku dh nk go aru dier dtg alek ? haizz .

k people . i gotta go .
"Let's make our world the most .....beauuuuutiful home "

Nisa

gloomy

2009-11-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

Boo !
Im backk -

Well , last Sunday went to Rika's bday pit at ecp . It was definitely fun but maybe due to time constrain , I might missed out some moments wit em . Still , I enjoyed my day very much & we all were happily spending our day at the beach while waiting fer the late bdae girl , grr! lols! Above are some photos taken from Ayue's FB profile . - Ayu , aku sukerrr camera kao !! Huahuahua!! k let the pics do the talking aye ?

so many things happened , all at once . At the moment , Im very busy trying to put myself together for studies ,exams etc . Still waiting for the call . Not to ferget , study fer my Class3C ,winks. At times , I lost control of myself & begin to slack again . Thnks to the support from Aida n Ariani , Im able to stand on my feet again . Bad thing is that my nicotine addiction is increasing bit by bit ? No! I will quit smoking , slowly .

Love life ? Oh no!
Yea , [C] popped out again . making my life miserable eventho for a day . Gosh! Why must you change into this ? I really HATE the phone conversation I had wit you yest , SWEAR! pathetic . Told [A] bout tis . Thnkfully , he understood my situation . He just simply know how to make my heart melt & feel very sure tat he's always by my side eventho his presence isnt there , yet . Still , I am still very unsure to trust guys anymore . Sorry love . The scar in this heart of mine is still there . =(

well , congrats to Khai fer passing his TP ! =D

k , im still down actually but im glad tt i get to otf wit Sheril just now . God knows how much I miss this girl despite the hectic scheduele im having ,pfft !

Nisaa.

Having you by my side is the only thing I need ..

Avoiding

2009-11-07T15:52:00.002+08:00

Holaa people , wassup?
Yea, its the weekend . Oh shoots! Im frigging stressed up & headaches all over. Mama , Charr & Ela went out . Im left here alone babysitting & do some household chores .

Should I go to Rika's Bday pit tmr ? Of course I should but not when it clashes wit my family emergency right ? *still thinking* Look on the bright side , there's hope for me having a PT job at ____ . I thought it wasnt meant to be mine but thnkfully , Ayue gave a call earlier telling me to come down fer another/last interview on Tuesday . Praying hard tt I'll get the job and posted to the same outlet as Ayue , if can . =) Still , I owe Ayue one if I get the job . Oh yes definitely I am desperate fer the job ASAP!

Exams ,tests,projects! ARGH! Here we go again . My head goes giddy-giddy just thinking about it .I'll try to chill & not to think much . Addition wit the L . *long sigh* My handphone starts to create shits already ! Lucky enough tat I still have the earpiece . Yes , my headset siao! I got my eyes on something already . - a new phone . But I'll still stick to this Samsung of mine ,eventhough I have a new phone in future. Its a gift from Baba & I dont wanna throw it away just like that . Did I mention tat my laptop create shts too ? It was like a week ago . Everything's ok except the desktop . Why are my gadgets being an ass ?! Ohh crap .

Thnkfully tat I still have Boo to cool me down & keep myself putting on the smiles . <3 iloveyou[A] .

alright , im still browsing fer new blogskin . Pity 'my scandal' , left abandoned . Yea I know my blog is a total bore w/out pics right ? What else can i do ? Laptop crap , & my hp doesnt use any USB cable . ssh kan ? CB .

K im off ,

Nisaa.

School

2009-11-06T11:10:00.003+08:00

Chiaaakkk!
Alright , currently in sch .
Lazing my butt off in OoPhilip's lesson , BORIIIINNNNNG! Not paying att to his lesson . Mate gwe steam kodok tadik makan chocolate si "adek cute" kasi -Aida . Lols! Shoots! Dier nmpk lakk! Sukerr eh dier ? Huahuahua!

After this will be heading off , not attending Ms Lee's lesson maybe ? Cos i'll be off to BBDC wit my Mama . K best , ader jer gangguan teknikal pt sini -tibe2 si Ariani ..CHIAAAKK!Lols! Oh dear , *long sigh* . Imma happy person cos Boo msg-ed me! Aww! Huahuahua! Oh yea , gwe dh top-up eh , gwe dh top-up!!! but i'll be on strict diet uhh starting from next week . Mama doesnt allow me to have more cash since I've already used more money than others fer my enrolment . No worries Mama , I'll show you tat i can pass this thingy kay ?? (Mcm phm aku)

K tukar plan . Suryanti next to me persuaded to go to Ms Lee's lesson wit her Johor Puppy dog face . =.= jkjk! Lols! Yer luhh yer luh , i'll go . & oh yea , bumped into Soraya earlier . Hmm ..wat else eh ?? Ytd i encountered a very very "chilling" moment . Brrr! Seram sejuk aku smlm . Only told Suryanti bout it . Others yet to come Maybe ? ^^

Alright , i gotta run .

Nisaa

Down

2009-11-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

Was supposed to go to sch , at last buaaayy!
I was already in sch uniform etc . Arrived at Cck Int , was about to tap my ez-link & just board the train off to sch. At last ?

Made a turn to LotOne & buy McD fer breakfast . & today , it rained very heavily aye ? Since morning till now . Actually , I had to acc Mama to visit sick Aunt at the hosp . Since the "sisters" insisted of going & I was already about to doze off to lala land , just stayed home instead & babysit the twins .

Was a lil happy though tat my Boo online-d earlier but , i guess my mood was rather dampened & gloomy so yea , didnt chat much wit him . Alot of thoughts in my mind , be it studies , family & Boo. I hate long sighs but Im doing it now . Loser . I'm tired , confused , clueless but one thing I know fer sure is that I need strong support & determination fer myself . To overcome my worries fer coming exams which is drawing vv near I should say.Frankly , I don't know how to do self-revision & it's very very hard studying at home seriously . Oh ,I have tons of reasons -.-

Oh well , hopefully I get to top-up my pp8 by tonight n msg Boo.
Tuhan saje yg tahu betape rindunyer aku pt kao <3

Still , Sheril , I am so gonna meet you up soon & 'unexpected' . Hee =)

k im off .

Nisaa

IMYSM Boo =(

2009-11-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

Make more friends than enemies & ..
"Let's make our world a beau.....tiful home " Lols! I love it whenever Baba sings that line , the Recycle environment commercial on TV & not to forget .."You got the whole world ...in your hands" - Cold Storage commercial . Haahahaaha! I cant stop laughing to myself whenever Baba sings these lines . Cute luhh bapak gua! Haahaaaaa!

Alright , updates . Where should I start ? School is getting better & better each day ,for now maybe? Huahuahua! I mean the part when my Wacky Clans (ITE Peeps) starts to go craaaazy !! Hahahaa , cant deny it , im one of em too . lols! && Im very happy seeing Ayue back to smiles again =)) oh btw , thnks b*tch (i mean in a good way ,winks) fer recommending me to your job , Hopefully everything goes out fine aye ? Hmm ..wat else ? Im trying my best to stay focus in class again ,to catch up wit new topics blablablabla since there is MATHS ,ergh =,= pathetic . still, gotta endure .

I got my good & bad news . Wont tell much though . Sad to know that my aunt (Baba's side) is admitted to hosp due to malfunctions on her kidneys . Both. If only I could ...

&& I miss Siti Nur Sheril Azin . =( (eventhough im chatting wit her right now ) projects piling , tests and exams drawing near !! arghhh!

looking on the other side ,will be topping up my pp8 soon ! yeaaaaaaayyy! Hopefully ..... nvm . Tis coming Sunday will be gg to RikaBby's bdae pit . Hooray! Khai , heret Aidil along uhh bro . weeeee! gatal noh ! lols ! k im out of topics already .

Nisa

imyimyimyimyimyimyimy , ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily ... <3

Embrace & Endure

2009-11-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

Life has its ups and downs . Still , we have to gather all strength & courage to overcome the obstacles and move on with life. The feeling of losing your loved ones is definitely heartbreaking but we have to embrace & endure .

Semoga Allah ampunkan segala dosanya,memberi rahmat & sentiasa melindunginya disana . Amin. - Doaku utk Allahyarham , seorang kawan yang sentiasa diingati mereka yg menyayanginya . Apologies. In respect to the family & friends(confidential) ,I am not allowed to mention the name of the deceased . Only the closed ones & schoolmates knows who.My condolences to the family & friends.

On the other hand , Happy 18th Bdae To Aini Kemetot =)
May you be blessed with happiness & wealth . Amin .

Another weekend of mine was ... great ? Hee =) tts bcos i woke up a lil early & was surprised to be greeted by love's msg . Actually , a number of msgs , sweet ones , which kept me smiling since yest till today . TGIFY -Thank God I Found You . <3>Sisters & friends have been wondering what's my status etc right ? huahuahua! What you people see is not what it seems to be , confusing right ? tts y . dont bother thinking , just lay low & chill aye ? Hehs . When the time comes , everyone will know whats going on ..maybe ?

Nisa.

One & Only , A

2009-10-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

Mixed emotions.
Happy, mad (anger) ,disappointed.
Last words ? Wateva . Simple.

Lets not elaborate much about those disastrous feelings . Spoils the mood jerr.Pfft! So people ,how was your weekend ? Okay? Mine ? Woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon . tsk3 . anak dara aper niee eh ?? (Screams!) Just got a msg frm love!! Aku happy , aku happy ! =D

currently chatting wit a number of my crazy people
(Nadia , Khai Trex , Khai (Sec Sch friend) & Irfan ) Irfan is being an irritating ass-lobang here , trying to figure out something , lols! Khai khai , mentang2 luhh aku suro kao update blog , mcm2 kao kluarkan eh , A-Z , lols! kalo nak marah tuu pon , chill luhh bro . huahuahua!

actually , there's more fer me to update but im lost cos Im not good at multi-tasking . chatting , update blog & being vvvv happy at thr same time . well , im going .

Nisa

Drag me to your grave.

2009-10-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

I knew this day would come & I was right .
Im stuck . Shit. We'll get back to that later aye ?

How's sch ? So far so good . Am trying my very best to really focus in class & I gotta obey my new rules. Gotta sit next to Khair & focus on what teacher is teaching . If Khair happens to find me asleep , yakdush! Kene jotos pt kepale ! Lols! but so far , not yet luhh . No more slacking .in class . I dont wanna disappoint my babes in class . Sama2 graduate eh ? Hee ! alahai! touching .

After sch was ...GREAT! Yest , imma happy person , still floating in cloud9! (i guess only Suryanti & I knows wat , winks) Yea , I fetish guys who have the hot-bod , woots! Sapau! huahuahua! Slack wit Suryanti , Aida, Khai & Rika at Expo yest . Laugh laugh laugh .Went home togetha wit Aidil , winks. Today , am very happy to see Ayue in sch & slack wit us , eventho fer a while . Best pa maen Twister tadik ? LOLS! Kecoooohhhh! Hahahaa! Very fun luhh , esp when bdae girl (RIKA) too join in the fun . Sukerr dpt hug nie bdk ? aru nk jejak 18 pa beb ? Hahas , no matter wad , gua syg sama lu alright ? muaah! =)

Oh yea , went to sch as usual wit Suryanti , Khai & Khair . Another cartoon nie org . Jakon nah naek train , mcm dh berzaman gytu . Tuu luhh , laen kali jgn tau nk slalu perap motor jer , hahaa! Had breakfast together wit em . Had the clumsiest moment-Suryanti & me . dont wanna elaborate . maluu! lols! my morning today was pretty indeed .

While was on my way home in the train , happily entertaining my crazy people ,. got a msg frm Mr. [C] . Why must you pop up whenever I've already gain my strength to really move on wit my new life happily ? Yes , I still care fer you but as a close friend . aint nothing more . Even if i still have feelings fer you , we can never be together . Its impossible , we both are 'living in 2 different worlds" . Its like fire meets water . Get it ? && what's your motive asking those qns (the gender of my bestfriend , im taken or not) ? Please . You've made your decision right , then so be it . you have yours & I have mine . Yea , Im in love wit Mr[A] . done .

Nisa.

Because Of You

2009-10-29T07:33:00.003+08:00

Adoi !
My sickness have been dragged since last week . This week , I tell you , I can drop dead =( after the fever , migraines . Then leads to heavy flu , cough & right now , period . wah wah , best eh ? ler .What else ? After this , my neck will be aching . guaranteed .

Despite having all these symptoms, I still attend sch yesterday . Stubborn. I really cant stand rotting (resting) at home . Might as well admit myself to hospital right ? Hehs . Maybe I'll be gg to sch later , though I am late . I feel very weak now . Felt like all my bones were brittle and fragile . =(

Im very concerned about this Gf of mine. She seems very troubled when others were busy laughing , enjoying their day . She has been keeping alot of matters to herself & I was shocked to see her in tears yest . I have never seen her cry like tat before. Suryanti & I approached to her & console her . Be strong kay darl ? No matter what happens , we will never leave you alone to overcome these troubled yet complicated matter of yours . NEVER .

alright , I gotta run .
Will be waking Khai up fer sch later .

&& I miss Azmi ='( (as a friend)

Nisa.

sick season

2009-10-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

Oh dear , have i been spreading my virus to my lovely peeps ? =X
So sorry people =( I hate seeing you guys sick , really . Get well soon sayangs! Esp Suryanti . Wahliao , she looked pale and fragile earlier .

Kecoh umah aku niarie , my self-regard kiddos is here ! =) geram akuu , cute-mute habes , haahaa! Right now , they are having their dinner . Bon appetite . Hee!

School today was okay(lessons) , great(wit my peeps arnd) .Skipped first lesson wit Suryanti & Khai Trex earlier . Thnks Suryanti fer the breakfast treat , it was delicious! Thnks to Khai Trex oso fer recommendation , lols! Had alot of talks wit em & of course , laughter ! We can even laugh at the most silliest things arnd us , haaha . usual . && thnks Khai fer damaging my pencil case , ler . =.= nty kao eh , smackdown kao aru tau! Lols! jkjk .

After sch , was fun . went lepak again but too bad , Nadia & Rika couldnt make it .new guest ? Haikel . A guy who has a lady's mouth . hahaa! =) peace .talk alot again , but more to relationships & our pathetic teacher topic i guess ? As fer tmr , hopefully nobody spoils my morning or else , tmr would be a disaster fer everyone cos im gonna destroy em all . huahuahua! lets see how eh ? hate ppl beating arnd the bush when it is pointless to lie n its already direct , pfft! bleargh!

shoots! my nose is killing me !
flooding habes! ergh!
aisehman Khai , lu peh adek ipar eh , hots too the maxs! hahaa! badan, fuh! lols! amcm ? ajak alek same2 lagy pa ? hahahahaha! kay bro , kidding! =) had another LOL session in the train . only US know eh ?

kay ,i gotta run . still in sch uniform . busuk punya olang !

Nisa.

Imy , ily .

2009-10-26T10:18:00.003+08:00

LIVERPOOL vs MAN-U , 2-0!!
woohoo woohoo!! =)

oops , sorry . *coughs* sick .

didnt went to sch , =( .Suryanti too didnt went to sch . got her msg saying tt she was feeling feverish too . aiyoooo , told her already to be precautious about the virus I MIGHT have spread.So later will be spending my time at home doing a little revision i guess ? I have to cos my modules now have started on applying Maths already , ler .

Mama said tt Lily might be coming over i guess ? What else ..?

Shoots , have to send Nazrul to sch later . He is my neighbour's son ,fyi.

Ohh when will my gloomy days be over ? =(

Nisa

Hearts .

2009-10-25T22:06:00.004+08:00

WTH ? Tmr school eh ?
Haaha! Sarcastic .

I definitely HATE Mondays till Wednesdays cos sch ends late!Have to endure luhh . Maybe I'll do my revision later late at night & yea ,Baba have to ban me from using the laptop since he was worried for my health & others . Since he made a soft approach rather than nagging , then I'll do it! =) Looks like we are in the same boat boo , hee ! Still , imy =(

Alright , like it or not , I really have to push myself , study study study!
No more fooling arnd . Mcm phm jerr bbl , tapi tk uat , right ? I know. Which is why I need the support & determination to overcome my laziness -.-

Tmr sch starts at 10am ends at 5.
Pokai rabak , have to wait till next week . strictly on 'temporary diet' & its fer my own good too . =D what else ?? Nothing so far .

Okay , im done .

Nisa

Actions Speaks Louder Than Words

2009-10-24T20:14:00.002+08:00

Say I Love You countless times you want ,
but I aint gonna believe it until you prove it . <3

Holaa !
Weekends huh ?

As usual , slackk at home , snoring away.Mama & Charr off to Bedok (aunt's house) fer some ocassion. So left Ela & me babysitting at home.Currently killing time checking FB , chatting away at MSN wit my peeps .Btw , to Fiq (MSN friend) , welcome to my blog ! HEE! =) Pape tag kalo boring since my tagboard is dead =.=

alright , i'll be back .

bye .

Nisa.

Gereks

2009-10-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

Second updates fer the day .

Well , since Khair was late & PE has already started , cliques & I played floorball instead . Kecoh sungguh! Lols! But it was very very fun! Those who missed PE lesson today , say DAMN! ,haaha!Confirm we burnt alot of calories already . Its been a while since we exercised ? hahaa! Sweating like piggies . :P

It feels great to have a cooling shower right after PE! Thnks to Nor fer the shampoo :) Wangi akuu & Aida , kan3 ? Hehs. Lessons after tat were .. boring ! as always , pfft! im getting sick of studies already & I hate that . I really need to buck up from these shit.After sch , went fer fast lunch since Shirley was already waiting fer us at Expo ,long enough . hee! :)

People who tagged along was Khai, Rika, Aida, Yanti & yours truly ,me.hehs! It was a blast i tell ya! hahaha! But my stupid head spoils my mood at times. I felt so giddy tat i rolled around . yea , rolled around while lying down on the floor , get it ?Cliques were already laughing away looking at my stupidity . still , it was fun tho wit em arnd . we had the hot latest gossips plus scary stories . ooooooooo! had our laughters too , esp when Suryanti (bird) -inside joke .lols! :D

i wanna go to Rika's bdae party! Looks like there is a possibility i can go though. && I want to renew my passport cos some people has been bugging me to do so . you know who u guys are , lols! why wanna renew passport ? go 'overseas' luhh adoi! heehee :)

alright , im off .
looks like my blog is a total bore w/out pics & my tagboard is *cricket sound*
cukoo cukoo!

k bye .

Nisa

I love you . Really ?

2009-10-23T04:31:00.003+08:00

If it was just plain sweet talk , I'll play along .
But if it isnt , . . you left me speechlesss boy

4.30am (acc to lappy time) Look at the time , bad huh?
Will be having PE later, first lesson . Khair wanted to compete wit Suryanti & me in badminton fer PE later on. 3 sets , siao . Loser treats winner for 1 bottle of drink ,ler. I dragged myself to sch yest . Went to accompany Ela had her breakfast at cwp's LJS in the morning then proceeded to sch .

Arrived sch , boring . Body was making problems , i felt tat i was very fragile.& so the lessons went on & on. But when Hidayu , Rika & Khai came , poof! all gone . teros dh tk saket lagikk , hahaaa! style pa ? :P

alright , i gotta leave now . just short one today .
sorry fer the improper update .

Nisa

What a bad day =/

2009-10-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

I so-not-like today , really.

WTH is wrong wit my tagboard colour ? since when it turns pink?!
I only changed my blogskin , not my cbox colour , pfft!

In the morning , didnt attend first lesson so treat Suryanti to LJS fer breakfast. Dilly-dally away kan , hee :) arrived sch , blablabla . there was a talk after our first lesson ,so time clashes blablabla & both of us were confused wit the timetable . at last , just slack at library & do what we always do , chitty-chatty bang-bang. Syaza came after tat n so we went fer our next lesson together .

(I hate tis part right here!)
I did wore my lanyard when I was in the lib . When we got out of the lib, I was about to remove my lanyard n re-adjust someway somehow until tt fcuking DM Bonzerr caught me & Suryanti fer not wearing lanyard .wtf! Guess what he told us to do ? Go the bloody main gate , read the sign about wearing lanyard BEFORE OR AFTER entering the main gate . Who the hell gonna do tt ? walk few metres? den back to tt jackass . nak carik pasal sak nie babi gemok , he asked what was written on the sign , as in everything . my patience was wearing thin . Go and lift ur bloody fat ass n check luhh babi gemok! Still , I chilled , while showing my attitude. He looked at both of us , lecture blablabla n made some jokes to get some humour out of it. Do I even have to spare mins n seconds fer tis bloody S.O.B ? i dont think so! blablabla , grabbed our IDs back n make a move .& oh btw , he has a tatoo which on his hand . wanna noe how it looks like roughly ? The only thing I could describe is it looks like those stamp whereby teachers ask fer parent'guardian signatures & its fugly =.=

lessons ? I dont even know what am I doing in class. lost.
tis is getting scarier than it looks . I dont wanna fail ! & Jun Wei is starting to find fault w me again like he always do , arghhhhh! When will I ever get some peace here ? & wat does all tis lead to ??

......

since I had only 1hr of sleep yest , I was definitely exhausted & weak . Very weak.Face was pale , heavy flu again & cough . Body temp , feverish . Hopefully tis wouldnt drag long & I have to go polyclinic fer check up now . My insomnia is getting worst day by day .=(

alright , im done here.

Nisa